Free One Out of Two by Daniel Sada Page B

marriage: with two wives, who are in fact one, so …
    In a case this convoluted, circumspection held sway. It was time for keen reflection. And since both knew that their hoodwinked boyfriend was an honorable man, in his own way, would that insanity, living with both of them, as reiterations, and in the same bed, be good for him? … Everything was still up in the air … In the meantime: more of the same: there was such a backlog of work, they hadn’t time to think about future rewards. On automatic: and their customers discreetly offered their tact, along with yards of fabric they’d soon come back to collect, sometimes in only a few hours, as perfectly sewn garments: the money: their purpose: which they stashed under a mattress. And the outings and Oscar with his obsessive objective: the huge restaurant that hopefully …
    As if nothing of any importance was going on, the seamstresses focused anew on what had earned them their reputation. Their image was little by little getting spiffed up, and their productivity spoke volumes of their unrivaled harmony, of a life tethered to a single foundation: exquisite work done quickly. Though if people knew the truth, they’d know that deep down inside simmered nothing but the basest of passions, still controlled, perhaps, by that indissoluble devotion to their age-old sameness.
    In the end, a vain contrivance. They were like two excessively celebrated actresses whose eccentricities people find a way to forgive. What would be seen as a defect in anybody else was in them a mere peculiarity. If one of them held hands with her boyfriend on the way to the walnut grove: it was original and that was the end of it. If the other (either one) at some point clung to the walls like a spider, it was because she was watching over her twin and because she didn’t know if that stranger was decent or not, and she’d find out by keeping an eye on him and her sister. In short: “You reap what you sow …,” or so went the facile adage they’d heard so often wherever they’d been.
    But let’s now put on our spectacles and peer more closely at their dark reality: they almost never looked at each other: a nascent horror of seeing themselves, like a curse, repeated. Why, after all these years, didn’t they look any different, not even when expressing hatred or joy? Why was God so mean as to turn them—and only them—into such a crazy joke? Which meant that, to talk to each other … Only every once in a while, maybe because they knew they could change their destinies by again tossing a coin for their beau, and that meant never seeing each other, even hating each other, severing their union: now truly noxious and monstrous. Both mulled this over in the same way and deep down inside, and since their intuition laid bare both of their nasty ambuscades, they were afraid to confront their truths.
    But, about that coin toss: they read it in each other’s minds, and saw the long threads that would unravel in its wake. Oh, my goodness! Two-headed snakes, tale-bearers, maquiscoatl witches, who while focused on their stitches struggled to know what mortal sin their parents, now cadavers, had passed on to them that they had to pay with their lives. And each reproached herself for not being devout enough, not even to a saint or to the image of any virgin.
    They spent horrible days silently sulking and exchanging glances both gloomy and askance.
    One night at dinner Constitución finally dared to break the ice. Someone had to speak, so let it be the chatterbox—we could’ve guessed—and not without a certain amount of trepidation, for she was broaching a thorny subject:
    “We still look alike, but maybe our obsession with looking alike is what’s holding us back. The thing is … Well, you know what I’m talking about! So, for a few weeks now I’ve been thinking that what has always been a virtue has become a defect that might destroy us.”
    Gloria, who was washing the dishes, looked her up and