take you to the crime scene. Take the passenger seat.”
I don’t even know where the crime scene is. I grab the shoulders of the other cop and shake him violently.
“Where the hell are you taking me? Where is she?” I shout. “Where are we going?”
“To 235 East 20th Street, sir. Please get into the car.”
Within moments we are suffocated in midtown rush-hour traffic. How can there be so much traffic when Dalia is dead?
At Seventh Avenue and 45th, the streets are thick with sightseeing buses and cabs. Some people are dressed up as Big Bird and Minnie Mouse. The sidewalks teem with tourists and druggies and strollers and women in saris and schoolchildren on trips and…I tell the driver to unlock the doors. I will walk, run, fly.
“This traffic will break below 34th Street, Detective.”
“Unlock the fucking door!” I scream. And so he does, and I am on the sidewalk again. I don’t give a shit that I am pushing people aside.
Within minutes I am at Seventh Avenue and 34th Street. The streets remain packed with people and cabs and cars and buses.
I cross against the light at 34th Street, Herald Square, Macy’s. Where the hell is Santa Claus when you need him?
Sirens. Cars jostle to clear a route for the vehicle screeching out the sirens.
I am rushing east on 32nd Street. I am midway between Broadway and Fifth Avenue, a block packed almost entirely, crazily, with Korean restaurants. Suddenly the sirens are fiercely loud.
“Get in the car, Moncrief. Get back in the car.” It is the same driver of the same patrol car that picked me up earlier. They were right about the traffic, but I am vaguely glad that I propelled myself this far.
In a few minutes we are at 235 East 20th Street. The police academy of the New York City Police Department. The goddamn police academy. Dalia is dead at the police academy. How the hell did she end up here?
“We’re here, Detective,” says one of the officers.
I turn my head toward the building. K. Burke is walking quickly toward the car. Behind her is Nick Elliott. My chest hurts. My throat burns.
Dalia is dead.
Chapter 28
“This way, Luc,” K. Burke says. Both Burke and Nick Elliott guide me by the elbows down a corridor—painted cement blocks, an occasional bulletin board, a fire-alarm box, a fire-extinguisher case.
The usual cast of characters is standing nearby: police officers, forensics, the coroner’s people, two firemen, some young people—probably students—carrying laptops and water bottles. A very large sign is taped to a wall at the end of the corridor. It is a photograph of four people: a white male officer, an Asian female officer, a black male officer, a white female officer. Above the big grainy photo are big grainy blue letters:
SERVE WITH DIGNITY. SERVE WITH COURAGE.
THE NEW YORK CITY POLICE DEPARTMENT
Burke and Elliott steer me into a large old-fashioned lecture hall. The stadium seating ends at the bottom with a large table at which a lecturer usually stands. Behind it are a video screen and a green chalkboard. In this teaching pit also stand two officers and two doctors from the chief medical examiner’s office. On the side aisles are other officers, other detectives, and, as we descend closer to the bottom of that aisle, a gurney on which a body rests.
K. Burke speaks to me as we reach the gurney. She is saying something to me, but I can’t hear her. I am not hearing anything. I am just staring straight ahead as a doctor pulls back the gauzy sheet from Dalia’s head and shoulders.
“The wound was in the stomach, sir,” she says.
She knows I need no further details at the moment.
Need I say that Dalia looks exquisite? Perfect hair. Perfect eyelashes. A touch of perfect makeup. Perfect. Just perfect. Just fucking unbelievably perfect.
How can she be so beautiful and yet dead?
In my mind I am still screaming “No!” but I say nothing.
I look away from her, and I see the others in the room backing away, looking away, trying to