jacket, her top was a see-through confection of chiffon and lace, worn with a long, narrow wool skirt. At fourteen, she was still in that coltish stage of development: no bust to speak of, narrow hips, and long, bony legs. The length of her skirt couldnât have been less flattering. She looked like the cardboard cylinder in a spent roll of paper towels. Sheâd also done something strange to her hair, which was cut short, dyed a white blond, sticking out in all directions. Some strands had been dreadlocked while the rest remained as wispy as cotton candy. She came to the open door and stood there staring at us.
Crystal snorted. âWhatâs that getup supposed to be?â
âItâs not a âgetup.â Whatâs wrong with it?â
âYou look ridiculous. Thatâs what.â
âYou do, too. You look like a bag lady. That sweaterâs down to your knees.â
âFortunately, Iâm not going out in public. Now please go upstairs and find something decent to wear.â
âGod, you are always so worried what other people think.â
âKnock it off. Iâm really tired of fighting with you.â
âThen why donât you leave me alone? I can dress any way I want. Itâs no reflection on you.â
âLeila, youâre not leaving the house dressed like that.â
âGreat. I wonât go then. Thanks a lot and fuck you.â
âWhereâs your suitcase?â Crystal said patiently, declining Leilaâs invitation to escalate.
âI donât have one. I told you Iâm not going. Iâd rather stay here.â
âYou didnât see him last time and I swore youâd be there.â
âI donât have to go if I donât want to. Itâs my decision.â
âNo, itâs not, itâs mine, so quit arguing.â
âWhy?â
âLeila, Iâm irritated at all the lip youâve been giving me. Whatâs the matter with you?â
âI just donât want to go. Itâs boring. All we do is sit around and watch videos.â
âThatâs what you do here! â
âYou promised I could see Paulie.â
âI never said any such thing. And donât change the subject. Paulieâs got nothing to do with it. Lloydâs your father.â
âHe is not! Weâre not even related. Heâs one of your stupid old ex-husbands.â
âOne ex-husband. Iâve only been married once before,â she said. âWhy are you being so hostile and obnoxious? Lloyd adores you.â
âSo what?â
âLeila, Iâm warning you.â
âIf heâs so full of adoration why does he force me to spend time with him against my will?â
âHeâs not forcing you. I am and thatâs final. Now get.â
âI will if I can see Paulie.â
âAbsolutely not.â
âGod, youâre so mean. You donât give a shit about me.â
âThatâs right. Iâm just here to abuse and mistreat you. Call Childrenâs Protective Services.â
âYou think Lloydâs so great, why donât you go see him yourself?â
Crystal closed her eyes, trying to control her temper. âWeâre not going to do this in front of company. Heâs got joint custody, okay? Heâs picking you up at seven, which means heâs already on his way over. Iâll come get you Sunday morning at ten. Now go back up and change. And you better pack a bag or Iâll do it myself and youâll hate what I choose.â
Leilaâs face shut down and I could see a patch of red form around her nose and mouth where she held back tears. âYou are so unfair,â she said, and clomped back up the stairs again. She slammed the door behind her after entering her room, then screamed the word âbitchâ again from the far side of the door.
Crystal returned to our conversation, making no reference to Leila beyond a shake