regia,
and
quercus rubra,
and
ulmus,
and
larix,
and
fraxinus excelsior.
In Broad Daylight
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               He would
vacation in a mountain boardinghouse, he would
come down for lunch, from his
table by the window he would
scan the four spruces, branch to branch,
without shaking off the freshly fallen snow.
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Goateed, balding,
gray-haired, in glasses,
with coarsened, weary features,
with a wart on his cheek and a furrowed forehead,
as if clay had covered up the angelic marbleâhe wouldnât
know himself when it all happened.
The price, after all, for not having died already
goes up not in leaps but step by step, and he would
pay that price, too.
About his ear, just grazed by the bullet
when he ducked at the last minute, he would
say: âI was damned lucky.â
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While waiting to be served his noodle soup, he would
read a paper with the current date,
giant headlines, the tiny print of ads,
or drum his fingers on the white tablecloth, and his hands would
have been used a long time now,
with their chapped skin and swollen veins.
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Sometimes someone would
yell from the doorway: âMr. BaczyÅski, * phone call for youââ
and thereâd be nothing strange about that
being him, about him standing up, straightening his sweater,
and slowly moving toward the door.
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At this sight no one would
stop talking, no one would
freeze in midgesture, midbreath,
because this commonplace event would
be treatedâsuch a pityâ
as a commonplace event.
Our Ancestorsâ Short Lives
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Few of them made it to thirty.
Old age was the privilege of rocks and trees.
Childhood ended as fast as wolf cubs grow.
One had to hurry, to get on with life
before the sun went down,
before the first snow.
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Thirteen-year-olds bearing children,
four-year-olds stalking birdsâ nests in the rushes,
leading the hunt at twentyâ
they arenât yet, then they are gone.
Infinityâs ends fused quickly.
Witches chewed charms
with all the teeth of youth intact.
A son grew to manhood beneath his fatherâs eye.
Beneath the grandfatherâs blank sockets the grandson was born.
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And anyway they didnât count the years.
They counted nets, pods, sheds, and axes.
Time, so generous toward any petty star in the sky,
offered them a nearly empty hand
and quickly took it back, as if the effort were too much.
One step more, two steps more
along the glittering river
that sprang from darkness and vanished into darkness.
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There wasnât a moment to lose,
no deferred questions, no belated revelations,
just those experienced in time.
Wisdom couldnât wait for gray hair.
It had to see clearly before it saw the light
and to hear every voice before it sounded.
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Good and evilâ
they knew little of them, but knew all:
when evil triumphs, good goes into hiding;
when good is manifest, then evil lies low.
Neither can be conquered
or cast off beyond return.
Hence, if joy, then with a touch of fear;
if despair, then not without some quiet hope.
Life, however long, will always be short.
Too short for anything to be added.
Hitlerâs First Photograph
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And whoâs this little fellow in his itty-bitty robe?
Thatâs tiny baby Adolf, the Hitlersâ little boy!
Will he grow up to be an LLD?
Or a tenor in Viennaâs Opera House?
Whose teensy hand is this, whose little ear and eye and nose?
Whose tummy full of milk, we just donât know:
printerâs, doctorâs, merchantâs, priestâs?
Where will those tootsy-wootsies finally wander?
To a garden, to a school, to an office, to a bride?
Maybe to the Bürgermeisterâs daughter?
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Precious little angel, mommyâs sunshine, honey bun.
While he was being born, a year ago,
there was no dearth of signs on the earth and in the sky:
spring sun, geraniums in windows,
the organ grinderâs music in the yard,
a lucky fortune wrapped in rosy
William Manchester, Paul Reid