expected.â
âThen it should have been. Iâve made it perfectly clear from the start.â
âWhat youâve made clear, my love, is that every time we meet, you canât wait to tear my clothes off.â
âIt works well as it is,â she said, humbled by the truth of his words. âWhy change it?â
He snorted. âIf you imagine Iâm going to settle for a RonaâMax solution, youâre very much mistaken. We belong together, Lindsey. You know it as well as I do, so whatâs the point in fighting it?â
âI donât want to live with you,â she said stubbornly, hearing her voice tremble.
âYouâll get used to it.â
âNo, Hugh, I wonât. This is my flat, and I donât want you here. Not permanently.â
âAnd what the hell would I tell the firm? Here Iâve been, moving heaven and earth to come back to my loving ex-wife, and now she refuses to have me.â
She sat up, clutching the sheet to her breast. âI think youâd better go.â
âAt one in the morning? Donât be bloody ridiculous.â
âTo the guest room, at least; the bedâs made up.â
âIâm not going to any bloody guest room,â he said furiously.
âThen I will.â She slid her feet to the floor and stood up. âIâm sorry, Hugh. I did tell you, you know I did.â
âThat was in the early days. Anyway, Iâve changed.â He stretched out a hand and she took a step backwards, out of his reach. âI know I have a temper, it goes with my red hair, but it doesnât mean anything. Being away from you made me realize how much I miss and want you, and you might as well admit it, you want me, too.â
âNot permanently,â she repeated weakly. Since he was making no move to get up, she added, âIâll see you in the morning,â and, catching up her robe, hurried out of the room. A shaft of moonlight lit her way as she ran across the landing, half-expecting to hear him coming after her. She reached the guest room, closed the door, and stood listening, heart thumping. There was no sound, and after a moment she moved woodenly to the bed, pulled back the covers, and crept between the cold sheets. What in the name of goodness was she going to do now?
The doorbell rang at ten oâclock the next morning, while Max and Rona were having a lazy breakfast in their dressing gowns.
âWho the hell can that be?â he grumbled. âThe postâs been, hasnât it?â
Rona nodded. âYou go; youâre more respectable than I am.â
He got up and with bad grace went barefoot up the basement stairs. Rona heard voices in the hall and a minute later Max called, âRona? I think youâd better come up.â
Rona frowned, put down the paper and followed him upstairs, to find Lindsey in the hall.
âWhat are you doing here?â she asked in surprise. âI thought Hugh was coming up?â
Lindsey burst into tears. Rona looked helplessly at Max, who shrugged his shoulders, said, âIâll leave you to it,â and thankfully disappeared back down the stairs.
âIâm sorry to spoil your Saturday,â Lindsey sobbed, âbut Iâm frantic, Ro. I donât know what to do.â
Rona took her arm and led her into the sitting room, where the curtains were still drawn and last nightâs coffee cups on the table.
She pulled back the curtains, motioned Lindsey to the sofa, and sat down beside her. âNow, tell me whatâs happened.â
âHughâs transferâs come through. Heâs coming back to Marsborough.â Lindsey looked at her tragically with swimming eyes.
âOh God,â Rona said flatly. âAnd I suppose you never got round to telling him in so many words that you didnât want him back?â
Lindsey shook her head. âWe had the most awful row last night. I â I slept in the
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