am willing to be destroyed. I have given myself to them.â
âWell, I havenât,â Anthony said, getting up. âNot yet, anyhow. And Mr. Sabot hasnât, nor Miss Tighe.â
âYou fool,â Foster said, âcan you stand against them?â
âIf they are part of me, as you tell me, perhaps I might; I donât know,â Anthony answered. âBut if they are, then perhaps the authority which is in me over me shall be in me over them. Iâm repeating myself, I beg your pardon.â
Mr. Foster got up, with a not quite good-humoured smile. âYouâre like most of the world,â he said, âyou donât know necessity when you see it. Well, Iâd better go now. Goodnight, and thank you.â He looked at Quentin and offered him no word.
âNecessity, as no doubt Abelard said,â Anthony remarked, âis the mother of inventionâ invenio , you know. The question is what shall I venio in . Weâre none of us clear about that, I think.â
He drifted with their visitor to the hall, and returned to find Quentin again restlessly roaming about the room. âLook here,â he said, âyou go to bed, old thing.â
âBut what are you going to do?â Quentin asked wretchedly.
âO Lord,â said Anthony, âhow do I know? Iâm going to sit and meditate. No, I donât want to talk any more and itâs no use going to Smetham till Iâve got my ideas clearer. Damaris can fend for herself to-night; at the rate things are going there doesnât seem to be any immediate danger. O Lord, what danger can there be? Do go away, and let me think or I shall be no good to anyone. Was ever such a lion-hunt? Goodnight, and God bless you. If youâre waking in the morning, I shall probably have gone first, so donât bother about calling me. Goodnight, my dear, donât worryâthe young lion and the dragon will we tread underfoot.â
Chapter Five
SERVILE FEAR
In the morning however it was Anthony who woke Quentin by entering his room before he was upâit might also be said before he slept, for what sleep he had was rather a sinking into silent terror than into normal repose. Anthony sat down on the bed and took a cigarette from a box on the table.
âLook here,â he said, âIâve been thinking it all over. What about us both going down again for the week-end, and having a look round?â
Quentin, taken aback, stared at him, and then, âDo you think so?â he asked.
âI think we might as well,â Anthony said. âI should like to see Mr. Tighe again, and find out what he feels, and I should very much like to hear whether anyone else is seeing things. Besides, of course,â he added, âDamaris. But Iâd like it a great deal better if you came too.â
As Quentin said nothing he went on, âDonât you think you might? It wouldnât be any more tiresome for you there, do you think? And we might, one way or another, get something clear. Do think about it. Weâve talked about ideas often enough, and we should be able to do something much better if we were together.â
Quentin, a little pale, went on thinking; then he looked at Anthony with a smile. âWell, we might try,â he said, âbut if the lion is about you will have to save me.â
âGod knows what I should do!â Anthony answered, âbut you could tell me what you wanted. If I go alone I shall always have to ring you up, and thatâll take time. Imagine me among lions and snakes and butterflies and smells, asking everything to wait while I telephoned. Well, thatâs all right. I think I shall go down to-dayâafter Iâve made arrangements at the office. I suppose you canât come till to-morrow? About mid-day or so?â
âIf Londonâs still here,â Quentin said, again faintly smiling. âLet me know where youâre