had said, if the dogs didnât get me, the hyenas would. Or the lions. I was trapped.
Thatâs it. Iâm trapped, and Iâm never getting out alive, and thereâs nothing I can do about it. Itâs the same old stupid story, whether itâs the cement walls at the residence or this damn hut. THEREâS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT
.
I thought about what Tana had said on our way to the
mercato
. For once in my life I wanted to be able to
do
something. I wanted to make a decision for myself and act on it.
Well, right there, right then, there was only one choice I could make:
If I canât choose how I get to live, at least I can choose how I get to die
. And maybe, just maybe, there was a .00001 percent chance Iâd get lucky.
If Jane, Dian, and Biruté could take leaps into the unknown, so could I.
All right, ladies, time for a little planning
.
I moved the crate back to its usual spot and sat down on my mat to think.
Major Obstacles to My Escape
Dawit, Helena, and Markos
Dogs
No shoes
No food
No water
Insect bites
Snakes
Wild animals
No idea where Iâm going
How to Deal with These Obstacles
Dawit, Helena, and Markosâ
Iâll leave when theyâre away, or at least inside. If I get a good head start, I should be able to hide from them in the woods
.
Dogsâ
Luckily, the window is on the wall farthest from the dogs, and the dogs are chained. Iâll escape when theyâre sleeping. If Dawit, Helena, and Markos release them to chase me, Iâm probably dead meat. Literally
.
No shoesâ
Nothing I can do
.
No foodâ
Stockpile injera, hope to find berries or nuts that I recognize as nonpoisonous. Bugs are an absolute, on-deathâs-doorstep last resort
.
No waterâ
Since I canât carry it, Iâll have to find a water source like a stream or a watering hole. If Iâm south of Addis and not southwest, there may be a lake nearby
.
Insect bitesâ
Nothing I can do. Try not to scratch
.
Snakesâ
There arenât too many poisonous ones in Ethiopia, but if I climb any trees, I need to remember to check for pythons
.
Wild animalsâ
Avoid at all costs! Lions and leopards sleep most of the day, so Iâll leave in the morning. If I have to spend the night out there, Iâll follow the advice Dahnie always gave me: âWalking around in the wild at night is just asking for trouble. It is much better to spend the night in a tree
.â
No idea where Iâm goingâ
Since I was unconscious for about six hours, my best guess is Iâm within two hundred miles south or southwest of Addis. Iâll head north and keep my fingers crossed
.
Once I was at a rhino preserve feeding sugarcane to a white rhino when the rhino turned around,stamped his foot a few times, and peed all over me. It was totally disgusting, but later Iskinder told me rhino pee brings good luck. I hoped he wasnât kidding.
I lay down and tried to sleep, but my mind was racing. I kept thinking about Iskinder and how I had lied to him at Tanaâs. â
I
promise
I wonât do anything I shouldnât do
.â I cringed. Iskinder is the only person in my life who makes any effort to actually spend time with meâall the lunches and dinners and those hours building card houses. Heâs never been anything but kind to me, and look how I treated him. Iskinder. A man who has lived among kings. And me, who am I? Just some bratty American kid.
From 1930 until 1974, His Imperial Majesty Haile Selassie I, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, Conquering Lion of the Tribe of Judah, was emperor of Ethiopia. And from 1968 until 1974, Iskinder was Selassieâs pillow bearer, just as his father had been before him.
Iskinder told me about it one day while we were building Selassieâs Jubilee Palace out of cards.
âYou were his
what
?â I couldnât believe my ears.
âI was His Majestyâs pillow bearer.â
âBut what does that
mean
,