chattering of voices in the hallway carried clearly.
âYouâll let me know when sheâs awake? Weâd like to get a composite sketch out as soon as possible.â The male voice spoke with authority. It sounded like him .
âSo youâve told us about a hundred times, detective,â the female voice snapped.
A surge of relief flooded her. It was a deputy. He wasnât here, and she was safe. âThank You, Jesus.â Where did that come from? She didnât believe in Jesus. Or God. Or anybody. Not for a long, long time.
Her mind drifted, enjoying the freedom from pain. The bed was soft and clean. A womanâs face, like an angel, emerged from her musing. My guardian angel? Wavy, short hair. Blue eyes. Gentle hands. The lady at the house.
The house.
Adrenalin shot through her veins. Her eyes flew open. Where was he ?
No. She was safe, at the hospital. Sheâd get out of here and go . . . where? Missoula was out. Heâd found her in Missoula. She could go to Seattle. Or Portland. Maybe farther away. San Francisco? Sheâd never been to California. But she wouldnât turn tricks anymore. Maybe she could make a living drawing things. She could draw pretty well. When she had a chance. She could set up an easel on the street. Or better yet, on the beach. Sheâd heard they had nice beaches. She wiggled her shoulders into the mattress, feeling warm sand under her. She could hitchhike, catch a ride with a long-haul trucker.
Her stomach hurt. She was hungry. Didnât they ever feed people in a hospital? What was she supposed to do, just hang out? Boring. A television attached to the wall looked promising, but the restraints held her to the bed. Someone would come and unfasten them soon. Itâs not as if Iâm gonna hurt someone. Voices in the hall and the squeaking of rubber soles grew louder, then softer as they passed her door.
âIs there any coffee around here?â The man was right outside her room.
A female voice responded, âJust down the hall, Detective. I heard Gwen Marcey found her and might do a sketch. Is Gwen . . .?â
âDonât know her personally. Iâm just supposed to let the sheriff know when Mattieâs awake enough to interview.â The detectiveâs words faded as he moved away.
Gwen Marcey. The lady that saved her had a name. A nice name. Sunlight caressed the Venetian blinds, forming golden horizontal bars across her bed. She relaxed. Yeah . She should go to California. Someplace like that. Lots of sunshine. No dark . . . houses.
More voices, a creaky gurney, then the whiff of food. Finally! It smelled like soup: tomato soup. Her mouth watered. Tomato soup with a grilled cheese sandwich was her favorite.
How would she eat? Theyâd have to untie her. Thatâd be good, then what? She bit her lip and stared at her hands. Useless. Using her elbows, she partially propped herself up. The walls twisted and whirled around her, making her want to puke. She slid down, concentrating on the ceiling and counting the tiles until the sickness passed. The side rails on either side of her head felt like jail bars. Nudging the pillows, she managed to block the view. Better .
When was the last time she ate?
The curtain glided on its track.
âThat smells good.â Mattie continued to stare at the ceiling. âI was starting to think Iâd starve to death. That would be funny, wouldnât it? Croak in a hospital.â
Silence. Figures. No sense of humor. Footsteps shuffled to her bed. A click as the nurse placed something beside her on the table.
âYouâre gonna have to untie me. And I donât know if I can sit up,â Mattie said. âI need a remote for the TV.â Strange. It didnât smell like lunch. It smelled like flowers, sweet lilacs, and chocolate. She loved chocolate, especially the kind with caramel in the center.
Tilting her head back, she sniffed again. It smelled like . . .