flooded with scarlet.
So it was true.
âPoster?â Rhoda stammered. âWhere?â She wouldnât meet Doreenâs eye.
Doreen sprang to her feet, fists clenched. She looked at her mother. Had she known? But she could see from her face that she hadnât.
Ian began to cry. Phyl soothed him, unaware of the effect her remark had had. âThey must have just gone up,â she said. âI saw one in the High Street, in Jenningsâ window, when I got off the bus. All those names. Thereâs a lot of people in itâ¦â
âDoreenââ began Rhoda.
âIâm going out,â said Doreen.
She ran all the way to the High Street, and stopped outside Jenningsâ. There it was: a proper printed poster, with a drawing at the top of someone playing a piano, and underneath the list of performers: âMiss Hilda West ⦠Mrs Elsie Meadows ⦠Mrs Adeline Dyerâ¦â and, last of all, âMiss Rhoda Kellyâ.
CHAPTER NINE
âDoreen!â
Rhoda was running down the street towards her. She arrived panting. âDoreen â donât think â Iâm not going to do it unless you canââ
âYes, you are!â said Doreen. âIt says here you are: âMiss Rhoda Kellyâ. No mention of me.â She was burning up with anger. She had wanted so much to be in the concert; the thought of Rhoda being in it and not her was unbearable. âNow I know what youâve been doing up at Aunty Elsieâs! Getting round Miss Forrestââ
âI meant to tell youââ
âYou didnât! You never meant to tell me anything!â
âIt was only last week. I went to Aunty Elsieâs and Miss Forrest was there.â
âSo you showed off and sang for her.â
âShe was interestedâ¦Doreen, I
asked
her if you could do it too. She was interested because of my motherââ
âOh, yes, of course, your wonderful mother, whoâs so famous and beautiful. Only weâve never seen her. Maybe she doesnât exist, like your boyfriend. Like your fatherââ
âHe does!â
Doreen saw that she had touched a nerve and continued relentlessly. âShe might as well not exist. She never writes. She never visits. You donât even know where she lives. She doesnât care much about you, does she? She doesnât want you and neither do we.â
âYour mam does. She likes me.â
âNo, she doesnât. Sheâs just being polite. She thinks youâre precocious; she told me so. The only thing my mum likes about you is the ten and six a week.â
Rhoda was silent. âI hate you,â she said at last. And she turned away and began to walk back towards home.
Doreen felt a flicker of guilt; sheâd gone too far. âWell, itâs true, isnât it?â she shouted after Rhoda. âYou
donât
know your motherâs address!â
After Rhoda had gone, Doreen stayed in the High Street. She was shaking. She walked up and down, looking in shop windows, seeing over and over again the offending poster and letting it reinforce her anger and convince her that she had been entitled to say what she had.
When she got home there was no sign of Rhoda. Phyl and Ian had gone and Mum was ironing.
â
There
you are,â said Mum. She looked wary, as if Doreen were an unexploded bomb.
âWhereâs Rhoda?â asked Doreen.
âUpstairs. She was very quiet when she came in. Went straight up. Have you two sorted it all out?â
âOh, yes, itâs all sorted out â sheâs in the concert and Iâm not.â
âThatâs not what I meant. Has she explained? She told me and Phyl that sheâd asked Miss Forrest if you could be in it, too. She says she doesnât want to do it otherwise.â
âSheâs got herself on the poster, though, hasnât she?â
Mum sighed, and thumped the iron down. âPoor