to rest.
âAt the park. Iâll give you back your bike.â
Chadâs head was lowered, but now he looks up at me. And then he screams, drowning out the birds in the trees, the distant whine of a leaf blower, the crunch of my bike tires.
He tugs at his hair. Strands cling to his fingers and fly loose into the air. Iâve never seen a boy pull out his hair before.
I spit out the words. âWhy are
you
flipping out? Youâre the one that lied to me.â
âThink I want to do this?â He gulps. âOur house stinks. Brandonâs not getting better, and all they care about is their batches.â
âBut you said you wouldnât use me.â
Chad covers his face with his hands. His entire body stiffens when he touches the bruise that I made worse yesterday. âDad made me ride with you today. So I could carry more.â
My stomach twists. I remember what he said yesterday right before I beat him upâabout his parents and the people they work with, what theyâll do if we try to stop them.
Donât you dare! Weâll kill you and your dad.
They might hurt Antonio too.
Once again, Iâm trapped. In a dungeon with no special powers to help me escape. Not knowing if beside me is evil Gambit or good Gambit.
âYouâre carrying four now just fine.â He really isnât. Heâs wobbly and out of breath, but he shouldnât have lied to me and broken his promise.
âYeah, I thought about leaving you behind and not telling him. But I wanted to ride the trail you told me about on Sunday. And see the BMX track âcause I do freestyle.â
âFreestyle?â
âBMX tricks. There was a big skate park where we used to live.â
I point to his saddlebags. âYou werenât going to do BMX tricks carrying this.â
âNot today. I have another bike for BMX.â
âSo you brought me when you didnât have to so you could see bike trails?â
âNot exactly. You asked me to be your friend. So I was your friend. We were supposed to do fun things together.â
âThat wasnât fun. It was scary.â Now I have to do what Antonio told me to do. I scrape the toe of my sneaker along the ground. âI canât ride with you anymore. I guess that means we canât be friends.â
I turn the front wheel in the direction of the road, to leave Beresford Estates and Chad with his four bottles of chemicals.
âKiara, donât go! Listen to me.â
I try to push Chadâs childlike voice from my mind. My tires bump onto the road.
âPlease!â Chadâs shout reaches me.
Maybe he really does want to be my friend. Nobody has ever begged to be friends with me. I let him catch up, even though Iâm supposed to ride a hundred feet from him.
âYou know what itâs like,â he says, voice small and choked. âWatching other people have fun and you canât.â
âBecause youâre too weird,â I add.
âOr your family makes you do things.â
âGambitâs family.â
This time, Chad doesnât warn me not to talk about the X-Men. Because he really is Gambit, and he needs me to help him escape.
If I agree to be Chadâs friend and ride with him, heâll have to carry all four bottles by himself and my saddlebags will be empty. Thatâs not the way friends are supposed to do things.
But if Antonioâs really my friend, maybe he can help both of us, like Wolverine swooping in to rescue Gambit and Rogue from the families of criminals and the evil mutants.
CHAPTER 13
EXPECTING DAD TO BE IN THE KITCHEN OR IN HIS LITTLE recording studio, I unlock the front door and tiptoe upstairs to my room. On the way, I listen for his music and sniff for the aroma of dinner. Nothing. I go into my room and bounce a few times on the bed before turning on the computer, making enough of a mess that heâll think I was in my room all along.
My stomach