some of what you told me about your mother is to blame for that.â
She tried to speak, but he leaned down and briefly kissed her, silencing her with the warm press of his mouth, the gentle sweep of his tongue. âI want your body, your humor, your cocky sarcasm. I want you, Erica. Right now, but tomorrow too.â
Her mouth touching his, she asked, âAnd the day after that?â
âAlways.â
She jerked back so fast her head cracked on the wall, making her wince. âDamn it.â
With a huff of annoyance, Ianâs hand opened over the back of her head and rubbed. âDonât be nervous with me.â
âYou do not make me nervous.â
âNot physically, no. You want me too, I can tell that much.â He settled his hips into the notch of her legs. âBut youâre nervous because youâre not sure if Iâm for real. Youâre afraid youâll start to like me, to trust me, and Iâll walk away.â
âYour ego is massive.â
âErica.â He pressed his forehead to hers. âCanât you let go just a little?â
She wanted to so badly that it scared her. Then a thought occurred to her and she glared. âWhat about this woman at work who you want to marry and carry off to the woods?â
By small degrees, he gathered her tightly to him. Erica couldnât draw a breath without feeling some part of Ian, without inhaling his scent. She couldnât move a millimeter without her lips touching his, her body rubbing into him. Once he had her locked close, he whispered, âThatâs you.â
âMe?â She barely squeaked the word out.
He nodded, bumping his nose into hers.
âBut I thought . . .â
âShhh. Drop your defenses just until tomorrow morning, and then weâll talk about it again. I promise. Iâll explain everything.â
âAnd until then?â
âIâm going to make love to you.â He kissed her softly. âAnd Iâm going to fuck you.â The kiss turned raw and demanding, almost frightening in intensity.
He wrapped one arm beneath her bottom, one across her back, and lifted her. âIâm going to drive you wild, sweetheart, which is what you deserve considering how wild youâve made me.â
It all sounded wonderful to her, savage and gentle, raunchy and sweet. Everything sheâd ever wanted, and too much to resist. She laced her fingers in his hair and managed a smile. âOkay.â
Relief darkened his face, wrought a groan from deep inside him. âIâll prove to you that you can be yourself with me and Iâll love it.â
She almost believed him.
Without thinking about it, Erica wrapped her legs around his waist and returned his kiss. He started walking them to his bedroom and the friction of his rough denim between her open legs inflamed her. He kept kissing her, deep and long, and then she felt her feet touch the floor.
Within seconds, Ian had the coverlet stripped off the bed. He opened a night table drawer and removed a whole box of condoms.
How considerate, Erica thought, wondering how many of them theyâd use, but glad they wouldnât have to worry about running out.
âIan?â
He lifted her onto the bed, stretching her out crosswise, then stepped back to strip off his jeans. Erica rose to one elbow to watch, her breath suspended, her fingers curled into the sheet. He pushed the denim down his long legs and stepped free, then stood there a moment to let her look.
His pelvis was a shade lighter than the rest of his body. His legs were long and muscled, and his big, narrow feet were braced apart. Her gaze slowly rose again until she stared at his erection. He was long and thick and she swallowed hard. âMy, my.â
Naked, macho, and to her mind, perfect, Ian climbed onto the bed beside her. Erica wanted to spend at least five minutes just looking at him, absorbing the sight of him, but he didnât give