all that eager to run into her, either. Just as well, she supposed.
He stayed on his side of the hedge. She stayed on hers.
If he passed her on his way to work, he gave an absent wave. She returned the gesture.
If they happened to be outside at the same time, they exchanged smiles and a polite greeting, but nothing more. It seemed, although Robin couldnât be sure, that Cole spent less time outside than usual. So did she.
âOkay,â Jeff called, running to the end of their yard. âSquat down.â
âI beg your pardon?â Robin shouted indignantly. âI agreed to play catch with you. You didnât say anything about having to squat!â
âMom,â Jeff said impatiently, âthink about it. If Iâm going to be the pitcher, youâve got to be the catcher, and catchers have to be low to the ground.â
Complaining under her breath, Robin sank to her knees, worried the grass would stain her jeans.
Jeff tossed his arms into the air in frustration. âNot like that!â He said something else that Robin couldnât quite make outâsomething about why couldnât moms be guys.
Reluctantly, Robin assumed the posture he wanted, but she didnât know how long her knees would hold out. Jeff wound up his arm and let loose with a fastball. Robin closed her eyes, stuck out the mitt and was so shocked when she caught the ball that she toppled backward into the wet grass.
âYou all right?â Jeff yelled, racing toward her.
âIâm fine, Iâm fine,â she shouted back, discounting his concern as she brushed the dampness from the seat of her jeans. She righted herself, assumed the position and waited for the second ball.
Jeff ran back to his mock pitcherâs mound, gripped both hands behind his back and stepped forward. Robin closed her eyes again. Nothing happened. She opened her eyes cautiously, puzzled about the delay. Then she recalled the hand movements sheâd seen pitchers make and flexed her fingers a few times.
Jeff straightened, placed his hand on his hip and stared at her. âWhat was that for?â
âItâs a signalâ¦I think. Iâve seen catchers do it on TV.â
âMom, leave that kind of stuff to the real ballplayers. All I want you to do is catch my pitches and throw them back. It might help if you kept your eyes open, too.â
âIâll try.â
âThank you.â
Robin suspected she heard a tinge of sarcasm in her sonâs voice. She didnât know what he was getting so riled up about; she was doing her best. It was at times like these that she most longed for Lenny. When her parents had stilllived in the area, her dad had stepped in whenever her son needed a fatherâs guiding hand, but theyâd moved to Arizona a couple of years ago. Lennyâs family had been in Texas since before his death. Robin hadnât seen them since the funeral, although Lennyâs mother faithfully sent Jeff birthday and Christmas gifts.
âYou ready?â Jeff asked.
âReady.â Squinting, Robin stuck out the mitt, prepared to do her best to catch the stupid ball, since it seemed so important to her son. Once more he swung his arms behind him and stepped forward. Then he stood there, poised to throw, for what seemed an eternity. Her knees were beginning to ache.
âAre you going to throw the ball, or are you going to stare at me all night?â she asked after a long moment had passed.
âThat does it!â Jeff tossed his mitt to the ground. âYou just broke my concentration.â
âWell, for crying out loud, whatâs there to concentrate on?â Robin grimaced, rising awkwardly to her feet. Her legs had started to lose feeling.
âThis isnât working,â Jeff cried, stalking toward her. âKellyâs only in third grade and she does a better job than you do.â
Robin decided to ignore that comment. She pressed her hand to the small