insects.
At first, Bram hadnât wanted to leave the couch. With his legs like rubber and his heart still pounding, he wasnât sure he was even able to leave the couch. And heâd been more than willing to move right into stage threeâonce heâd regained his strength.
But sheâd slipped away from his hold, giving him no alternative but to follow her.
The yard work was now done and heâd brought down his few bags from the car, unpacking them into the same dresser Lucy hadused. Whether or not sheâd noticed the significance of that, Bram wasnât sure. But she hadnât said anything about it, so neither had he.
While she put fresh linens on the bed, heâd gone for another swim. At the moment, he felt lazy and relaxed and warm with satisfaction.
Lust was just below the surface, waiting for a look, a smile, from her that told him she was ready to go on to the next step. And even if she didnât make a gesture, in a few more hours the sun would set, and heâd already told her what he planned.
They had the whole night ahead of them.
Before dinner, theyâd taken turns showering, and now Lucy wore a soft pale green cotton sundress. Sheâd also combed her hair at some point, and it hung in a silky fall to her shoulders. He loved her hair and didnât give a ratâs ass if she colored her silver streaks or not. Either way, her hair still felt the same, and it was still a part of Lucy.
Heâd agreed to grill the steaks while Lucy prepared the potatoes, after sheâd informed him that she was, at last, famished. It was damn tough not to touch her, not to be as familiar as he now felt he could be. But even though Lucy kept smiling and looking secretly happy, she had DO NOT TOUCH signs plastered all over herself, warning him from pushing too fast.
Lucy glanced up and shook her head at him. âStop that.â
He smiled. Heâd been smiling nonstop since sheâd had her orgasm in the kitchen. He couldnât recall ever being so happy before.
He took a leisurely drink of his soda before asking, âWhat?â
âStaring at me. Youâre making me feel . . .â She hesitated, licked her lips, then shrugged. âNervous.â
âYou were going to say ânaked,â werenât you?â He loved teasing her. He loved loving her. âI make you feel naked, when I watch you. Isnât that right?â
Primly she replied, âI donât want to put any ideas into yourhead.â A bird flew close, then landed on the railing to watch them. Lucy tossed a piece of bread to it, and the blue jay snatched it up and again took flight.
Laughing out loud, Bram told her, âToo late, sweetheart. Iâve had ideas about you for a long, long time!â
âYou did not.â It was too absurd to be true.
âDid, too. Youâre beautiful and I canât help myself.â
Carefully, with emphasized precision, she laid her fork beside her plate. âDo you mean that, Bram?â
âCross my heart. You, sweetheart, replaced all my adolescent fantasies, which I gotta tell you were pretty goddamned vivid.â
âEven while David and I were married?â
Realizing the seriousness of her tone, Bram, too, pushed aside his food. He felt mellow and semisated after his release and was more than willing to do some of the talking he knew needed to be done. âYouâre gorgeous, Lucy. Sexy. Smart and caring. Of course I had ideas about you. Iâm just a man, susceptible to the same lusty thoughts as any other guy. I tried real hard not to let them show, though.â
She seemed to be considering that, then said, âIâm almost forty.â
âI know.â He shrugged one shoulder. âIâm already forty-one. So?â
âIâm not a gorgeous forty. Iâm . . . lumpy.â
Bobbing his eyebrows at her breasts, he said, âNice lumps.â
âThatâs not what I