meant.â
Bram sighed. âYouâre talking normal wear and tear, honey. Trust me, I like your body just fine. More than fine. Hell, I
lust
for your body in a big way. Any man who looks at you would feel the same.â
Lucy shook her head. âI used to be attractive, I know. Itâs what drew David in the first place. But now . . . Iâm tired-looking and my waistline is shot and Iâm . . . average at best.â
Bram left his seat across the patio table to settle at her side. He reached for her hands and ignored her reserved attempts to pull away. âDo you know what I feel when I look at you?â
Blue eyes crystal clear and wide with curiosity, she shook her head.
Bram kissed her quickly, softly. âWhenever youâre around me, my stomach gets all jumpy, just like it used to when I was fifteen and getting laid seemed about the most important goal in the world. A girl would give me that certain look and Iâd get the inside jitters just thinking about what I was going to do.
You
give me the jitters still.â
He touched his open palm over her head, delighting in the feel of her baby fine hair heated by the sun and teased by the hot breeze. âYou toss back your hair and I feel it like a punch in the gut. You laugh and I get hard. When itâs cold outside and your nipples get puckered, I shake like a nervous virgin.â
She laughed at him, shyly.
âAnd babe, thereâs no two ways about it. You have always had a world-class ass. When you walk down the street, it doesnât matter if youâre wearing a skirt or jeans or baggy slacks, male heads turn.â
Her mouth struggled with a smile and lost. âBram,â she said in admonishment.
âLucy,â he teased right back. âYou might not think youâre beautiful, but my gonads strongly disagree.â
Lucy stared at their clasped hands rather than at his face. âI look a lot different without my clothes than I do with them on. Clothes hide a lot of flaws, you know.â
He curled his hand around the nape of her neck. âWhen I have you laid out naked before me, you can bet it wonât be flaws Iâm looking at.â
The smile changed to an outright laugh. âMaybe. But youâll see them all the same.â
âLucy, no man in his right mind expects a woman to be perfect, because men arenât perfect, either.â
She thrilled him when she said, âYou are.â
Bram bit back a grin of sheer joy and remarked teasingly, âWant me to get naked and you can check to see for sure? Itâd probably take a real close examination, but Iâm sure you could locate a few imperfections.â
âYes. Iâd like that.â
âDirty pool, Lucy!â He could feel her words stirring him, making his muscles tighten anew. âAnd Iâll tell you right now, if you give me another boner youâre going to have to take care of it.â
She trailed one fingertip over his jaw. âI wouldnât mind.â
He groaned at the husky way she said it. âNow stop that, woman. The next time we get something goingâwhich, if you have any mercy at all will be real soonâitâll be the full mile, and weâll both be naked.â
Lucy looked out over the lake, at the way the slowly setting sun turned the water different colors. She said abruptly, âI thought about getting a boob job.â
Startled, Bram stared at her. âGood God! Whatever for?â
She looked down at her chest with a wry expression. âPregnancy and nursing is hard on a woman.â
Bram cupped both breasts in his hands. Leaning down to see her face, not letting her shy away from him, he said, âYouâre soft and sexy, just the way a woman should be. You sure as hell donât need anything plastic added.â
âIâm not . . . pert, anymore.â
Holding her gaze, Bram reached around her and with casual ease lowered the
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