where he went to play ball every winter, and Jake wouldnât know it.
He would lie on his bed with these thoughts, his face in the pillow and his fists jammed in his stomach. It gave him a bellyache thinking about it. If it was really just his mother and him, were they even a family anymore?
His friend Howie Silva lived six blocks away and went to a private school. He also had a paper route in Jakeâs building that Jake was interested in. Howie said that when his family moved to Staten Island, Jake could have the route. Mornings when Howie was late delivering the papers heâd bang on Jakeâs door and hand him a bunch of papers. âYou get the bottom ten floors. Iâll get the top.â
Jake liked being up early in the morning. It made him feel close to his father. When his father lived home he would get up early and run before the traffic and the fumes got so heavy you could die just from breathing.
Howieâs family moved over spring vacation. Jake expected his friend to just hand him the route book. He knew the route cold. But Howie had to make a speech. He said he was offering Jake something valuable that he had built up from zilch through his own hard work andeffort and blah, blah, blah. Bottom line: He wasnât giving it away for nothing. He wanted money for his route.
Jake was taken aback. Howie knew he didnât have money. Thatâs why he wanted the route, so he could have money of his own. Besides, they were friends. Had he ever asked Howie for money all the times heâd helped him? Not once. If the route had been his and he was moving, he would have given it to Howie in a second.
âHand over the book,â he said. He was ready to grab the route book out of Howieâs hands. âAs soon as the customers pay me, Iâll pay you.â Howie would have to be satisfied with that.
⢠TWO â¢
Raoul
It was dark when Jake went out to pick up the papers. He had an old shopping cart Howie had left him. The streets were empty and quiet. Cars moved by silently. The cart creaked. Jake felt the reassuring bulk of the route book in his back pocket. It was still dark in Arizona, but he made believe his father was up now, too, and coming along with him to pick up the papers.
A skinny man stood by a white panel truck on the corner of Twenty-third Street and Lexington, just where Howie had said heâd be. It was the first time Jake was picking up the papers. He didnât know the man. âIâm here to get the papers,â Jake said.
âWho are you?â The man was no taller than Jake. He wore a sweat suit with red piping and sneakers with a red stripe.
âIâm taking over Howie Silvaâs route.â
âSays who?â
âI bought it from him.â
âWhaddaya mean you bought it from him?â The manâs hair was pasted down flat, and there were dark circles around his eyes. âIâm in charge.â The man thumped himself on the chest. âRaoul makes the decisions. Nobody else! Raoulâs the boss.â
âHowie said I could have the route if I paid him.â
âYouâre dumber than he is. You donât pay somebody for a route. If you pay, you pay me. How much did you pay?â
âNot much.â The lie caught in his throat. Did the man know he hadnât paid Howie anything yet? âIt doesnât matter.â
âDoesnât matter?â Raoul said. âMoney doesnât matter? Is that what you said? What are you here for then?â
âI didnât mean it that way.â
âGive me the book,â Raoul said.
Jakeâs heart sank as he handed it over. There went his paper route.
Raoul opened the book, turned a page, thumbed through it. âHow many papers do you take?â he said. âHow many dailies?â It was like a quiz. âHow many Sundays? How many papers on the seventh floor? How many on the fourth?â
Jake answered all the questions