minute, not so fast. Youâre not getting rid of me yet.â He parked the car and came in all the way with me, through the security check, down the corridors to the gate, where they were already boarding my plane.
He held my hand, then gave me a hug. âIt was an incredible summer, Lucas. I want you to come back. Are you coming back?â
âI guess so.â
âYouâre coming back. You have to come back.â He held my arm. âYou know why? Because Michael will be here when you do.â
âExcuse me?â I said.
âIâm going to keep her, Lucas. Kiki and I have beentalking. Sheâll run Michael in the morning, and Iâll run her at night. And when Iâm working, Michael can guard the house.â
I kept watching his face for the joke. Why had he waited all this time to tell me? Was it true?
âSo how does that strike you?â he asked. âIs that brilliant or is it brilliant?â
âBrilliant,â I said. âDo you mean it?â
âI do.â
âYou mean it? You really mean it?â
âI do!â
âWhy didnât you tell me before this? It was like torture.â I was crying. âYouâre so stupid sometimes.â
âHey, hey, come on, guy. Awww.â He started patting my back. âIâm sorry, guy. I would have told you, but I didnât know. Not until this moment. Kikiâs been after me, but you know, I was kind of resisting.â
I butted him. I didnât know what to say. So I did it again. I kept butting him. Then the final call came, and I threw my arms around his neck, and he landed a kiss on my head. I looked back one last time after they took the ticket. Jerry was still there, watching me. For a momentâit was like a hallucinationâI thought it was my father standing there, waving like a maniac.
THE DOG IN THE FREEZER
Hey, Pop, how are you doing? I mean, where are you? I havenât heard from you since before you went down south to play winter ball. Are you back now? Are you in Arizona? I tried to call you at training camp, but they said you hadnât reported in yet.
Mom said youâd be calling me any day now. She said if I had anything to say to you, I should write it down and then put it in an envelope and mail it to you. But where am I going to send it? Iâve been watching the papers, but they donât say anything about Dave Estabrook, or any Cougar games either.
The newspapers should be reporting the minor leagues better. Are you playing, Pop? Are you in the regular rotation? Howâs the arm? Are you eating right? What about the Royals? Are they going to call you up?
You donât have to answer all these questions, Pop. Just remember, junk food affects your performance. Stay away from those tortilla corn chips.
Lots of love from your son,
Jake Estabrook
⢠ONE â¢
The Route
Jake hated to tell guys he played the violin. âYou play the violin ?â Howie Silva said, like Jake had just dipped his hands in the toilet bowl.
âI like all kinds of music,â Jake said. Why did he have to say anything? He didnât have to defend the fact that he loved music. And something else he hated to talk about, to Howie or anyone else, was that his father didnât live with them anymore. His parents were breaking upâat least thatâs what his mother said. He didnât believe it. His father was a professional ballplayer. Baseball was his fatherâs life, so he was away a lot because ballplayers had to go where their teams sent them.
His father hadnât been home since last Thanksgiving. He called, but it had been so long since heâd seen his father that lately Jake had been having weird thoughts. That voice on the phone: It sounded like his fatherâbut was it really his father? It could be a recording, or a clever computer program that made all the right sounds. His father could be a prisoner in some South American country