much stock in dreams before heâd met Joanna Blake, before she had begun to disturb his own dreams. Surreal dreams. Sexual dreams.
Maybe his mother had been right to give him the onen. Joanna had come into his life, foreign to him, with a deeply engrained love for her child and a strong conviction in her work ethic. The consummate mother. A woman who deserved a considerate man to attend to her needs. Some of those needs Rio would have no problem tending, others he wasnât so sure.
Suddenly he wondered if this was the woman his mother had told him about, the stranger who would change his life for the better. A nice thing to consider, if he really believed in all that mystical stuff. Maybe he was just too jaded to believe in forever-after or love. He sure as hell didnât intend to settle down, conform to what society considered fittingâa marriage license and the average two kids.
Joanna remained silent with her elbows propped on the table, palms forming a resting place for her cheeks. She stared off into space as if sheâd left him mentally, if not physically. He had a good idea where her thoughts had taken her.
âYouâre thinking about your son,â he stated.
Joanna looked up, startled. âAs a matter of fact, I was.â
âWhen was the last time you talked to him?â
She straightened and fidgeted with a corner of the cloth place mat. âTwo days ago, when I told my mom I was moving.â
âI bet itâs tough on him, being without you.â
She smiled a sad motherâs smile. âIt is. Tough on us both. But heâs a strong little boy. Heâs had to be.â
Rio wanted to know more about her, what made her tick. What made her sad other than the absence of her son. âTough divorce?â
âIn some ways, yes. Especially on Joseph, not that he had a great relationship with his father.â
âSo his fatherâs totally out of the picture?â
âVery much so. I donât even know where he is. Not that I want to know.â
Sorry bastard. âDoes Joseph ask about him?â
âSometimes, but like you, he was too young to remember much about his dad. Josephâs the best thing that came out of my marriage. Heâs always been my strength.â
The unshed tears glistening in Joannaâs blue eyes caused something deep inside Rio to hurt for her, made him want to take away that pain he saw all too clearly, even though she tried to hide it with a weak smile.
âCall him now, Joanna.â
She looked surprised and thankful. âAre you sure?â
âYeah, Iâm sure.â
âIâd like that. But I insist on paying you for theââ
âForget it. Just call your son.â He nodded toward the phone hanging on the wall.
She quickly rose from the chair and strode to the phone. Rio thought he should probably leave, give hersome privacy, but for some reason he stayed, maybe to provide some comfort if she needed it. He doubted sheâd ask, though, or easily accept his consolation.
âJoseph, itâs Mommy.â Her face immediately brightened. âYouâre playing with your train? Iâm so glad you like it, sweetie. Iâm sorry I couldnât give you more Christmas presents, but maybe next year.â
A long pause suspended the conversation until Joanna finally said, âIâll have to see about that bike. But you have to have training wheels until you learn to ride it.â
Rio watched Joanna from the corner of his eye while he cleared the plates from the table. She twisted the cord round and round her finger, swiped at her face now and then, raised her chin and covered her mouth on occasion. He could tell she was trying hard not to cry. If only he could do something to rid her of those tears, at least temporarily. Get her mind off her troubles. Maybe he could.
After she hung up, he held out his hand to her. âCome here. I want to show you
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