so,â I said.
By the time Thursday rolled around, Derrick was speaking to me again, and I was glad. I hated when we argued.
âYouâre still coming tonight, right?â I asked.
âI canât,â he said.
I waited for him to elaborate, but he didnât. âWhy not?â I finally asked. âYouâre not still mad, are you?â
He shook his head. âNo, Iâm not mad at you, but I donât agree with what youâre doing. Ask Kyle to go with you.â
âDerrick,â I whined, âyou always go. Please come.â
He shook his head, and there was something in his eyes that let me know that he wasnât going to change his mind.
âFine,â I said. I turned around to storm out of the den.
Just as I reached the threshold, he called out to me. âJas.â
I tried to hide my smile, figuring he had changed his mind. âYes?â I said.
âIâm also thinking about not performing in All-City.â
âWhat?â I screamed. I ran back over to him. âDerrick, quit tripping. What do you mean youâre thinking about not performing? Weâre about to land a record deal. Our dream is about to come true.â
âNo, your dream is about to come true,â he said. âYou know performing isnât what I want to do. Weâre starting college in a couple of months. I donât want to record an album.â
I looked at him in amazement. What he was saying really wasnât a surprise. âAre you doing this because youâre still mad at me about the other night? I apologize. I know youâre not jealous of me,â I said.
He laughed. âYou know, everything doesnât revolve around you, Jasmine,â he said.
I looked at him. âWhatâs this really about?â I asked.
He just shook his head. âI told you,â he said. âIâve been busy living your dreams. Iâm not going to do that anymore. Itâs time I live my own life.â
I made it to the club, but I was still angry at my brother, and it showed in my performance. I pretty much just let the records play without putting the spin on the songs for which I was becoming known. Everyone seemed to be having a good time, but I knew I wasnât on point.
Kyle was on the dance floor with some girl Iâd never seen before, but every now and then I would catch him looking at me. I tried to smile to reassure him that I was okay, but I knew the smile never reached my eyes. On the drive over I had briefly told him about what had happened with Derrick, and he hadnât seemed surprised.
Loretta had come along, too. She had a long ponytail weave and she was backing that thang up so hard on the dance floor that she kept slapping her partner in the face with it. If I hadnât been in such a foul mood, it would have been funny.
I put on another song and was thinking about taking a break when someone put a cup down next to me. I figured it was Kyle, who was always looking out for me, but when I looked up to say thanks, my mouth fell open.
âDo you know who you are?â I asked the tall, brown-skinned guy.
Triple Tâs name was everywhere lately. He had produced a string of hits for a lot of artists, including several for DC Records. I had seen an interview with him the night before, and I was really impressed. He wasnât that much older than meâI think he said he was nineteenâyet he was passionate about music just like me.
He gave this deep, sexy laugh. âYeah, I know who I am. The question is who are you?â he said.
âMy name is Jasmine Richardson, but my fans call me Jazzy J,â I said.
âNice to meet you, Jasmine Richardson.â He shook my hand and pushed the drink toward me. âI thought you might be thirsty,â he said.
âThank you,â I said, suddenly realizing how hot it was in the clubâor had Triple Tâs presence just done that to me? I was just about