behavior. The rascal had charmed Kate, and he was positive that his daughter would be giving him a rundown on how super Kate was, and how pretty, and didnât she have green eyes, and wouldnât it be nice if he took her out to dinner?
McKensy had been on a campaign for some time now to get him married. When she was little, sheâd talked about her mommy coming back to live with them, but in the past couple of years sheâd shifted focus. Now she simply wanted him to find her another mommy.
It wasnât that she didnât love Jessica. And she adored Dorothy. But an absentee mother wasnât enough, and already McKensy was balking at Dorothyâs conservative ideas about fashion and hairstyles. Heâd heard her asking Georgia about periods and how old sheâd been when she started, for Godâs sake.
Marrying him off wasnât a bad scheme in theory, Tony thought. But the reality was that the few women heâd dated since his divorce werenât interested in taking on a man with a young daughter. They had career goals, busy lives with no room for a needy little girl.
Besides, heâd tried marriage once, and it had been such an emotional roller coaster, such a series of crises and disappointments and confrontations he didnât think heâd ever get himself mired that way again. It wasnât worth it, even to make McKensyhappy. Even for regular sex, he added with a wry grin, although that particular aspect was appealing.
Tony shifted in bed, wincing when his ankle hurt. Of all times to be laid up, this had to be the worst. He had a busy medical practice, he was still new at his job here at St. Joeâs, still trying to implement the changes he thought necessary to move the medical center into the technological age.
He didnât have the full support of the hospital board; there were a couple of mastodons who considered him too young, too radical, too confident. And at the same time there was this unholy mess going on in his personal life.
Fumbling in the bedside drawer, he found his wallet. In it was the airmail letter that had upset the whole family. It had arrived several weeks ago, but heâd avoided telling his mother about it until yesterday, the morning of his accident.
It was because of this letter and the ensuing row with Dorothy that heâd been late for work. Heâd raced in, hurrying to a meeting with the sound of his motherâs angry voice still ringing in his ears.
Now he unfolded the fragile airmail pages and scanned the words, even though he knew exactly what they said.
His fatherâs handwriting had always been large, boldâeasy to read. In this letter, it was cramped and crooked. In places it faltered, as if the person writing had wavered.
Dear Tony,
I hope all is well with you, as it is with us, and that McKensy is over the chicken pox. I remember when you were a nipper and had them, how itchy you were. Iâve enclosed a funny card for her. Betsy picked it out. Sheâs better with cards than I am.
Howâs the new job panning out? Chief of staff sounds like a load of responsibility, and I know youâll do a fine job for St. Josephâs. Theyâre lucky to have you. Iâm mighty proud of you, lad. I tell all the old codgers down at the pub about you and your success.
Now, thereâs some news I need to give you. Betsy and I are planning a trip to Canada. As you well know, Iâve never come back since I left your mother, but now itâs time. If itâs okay with everyone, I want to meet all you kids. Itâs hard to think of you as grown-ups with young ones of your own. Even though you sent photos, I still remember each of you the way you were when last I saw you. Probably works both ways, so be prepared for a shock. Iâm a lot older than I was when you were little. (Joke.)
Weâll be coming in six weeksâ time and staying at a hotel one of Betsyâs friends recommended, the Barclay on