above,â thatâs all! You saw what happened when Laura cast that spell. You know Geraldâs trying to protect me.â
âAnd now he has a hold over you,â Alan said. âYouâre grateful to him. You donât think he wasnât counting on that?â
Jamie hesitated. âIt was a lot of trouble to go to, just so Iâd be grateful.â
âYes,â Alan agreed simply. âA lot of trouble. He must have killed several people to get that kind of power. And he could break it any time.â
âI could break it now,â Nick offered. Jamie turned and stared at him, and the corner of Nickâs mouth turned up slightly. âBut I wonât.â
Jamie smiled back, a little hesitantly.
Nick crossed the distance between him and Jamie before Mae could move, and pulled a knife on him.
âWhy bother?â he asked Jamie lazily. He touched the skin of Jamieâs throat lightly with the blade. âThe spell will only protect you from magic. Geraldâs not protecting you, heâs protecting his recruit. Any other Circle tries to recruit you by magic, they wonât be able to. Anyone needs to kill you â¦â He tossed the knife up into the air and caught it, playful and casual as a man flipping a coin. âIt would be
so
easy.â
Mae grabbed Nickâs arm and he whirled on her, then caught himself and stood looking down at her with his pulse thudding against her palm and the knife still in his hand.
She lifted her chin. âOh, put that away.â
Nick put it away. âJust making a point.â
âYes, I took your point,â Jamie muttered. âRight up against my throat.â
Mae looked away from Nick and walked quickly toward the wall, scrambling over it and trying so hard to make the climb look easy that she skinned her elbow as she did so. She pretended it didnât sting.
Nick did not try to help Alan over the wall this time around. He stood with his hands clenched into fists in hispockets as they all waited for Alan to get over on his own.
âI wasnât trying to hurt you,â he told Jamie suddenly.
Mae reached out and touched Nickâs shoulder. Her hand brushed muscle, braced and tense under her palm, for a moment. Then he shied away from her and glared.
She smiled as if this reaction was perfectly normal. âSometimes when you pull knives on people, they get this impression that youâre going to hurt them, and then theyâre completely terrified. Crazy, I know!â
âOkay,â said Nick. He turned to Jamie and popped his left wrist sheath again. âLook.â
Jamie backed up. âWhich part of âcompletely terrifiedâ did you translate as âshow us your knives, Nickâ? Donât show me your knives, Nick. I have no interest in your knives.â
Nick rolled his eyes. âThis is a quillon dagger. Thatâs a knife with a sword handle. I like it because it has a good grip for stabbing.â
âWhy do you say these things?â Jamie inquired piteously. âIs it to make me sad?â
âI didnât have you cornered,â Nick went on. âYou couldâve run. And this dagger doesnât have an even weight distribution; itâs absolute rubbish for throwing. If I had any intention of hurting you, Iâd have used a knife I could throw.â
Jamie blinked. âI will remember those words always. I may try to forget them, but I sense that I wonât be able to.â
âGood,â said Nick. âLike I said, that spell wonât protect you, and you have a habit of getting into trouble. You need to know things.â
There was a long pause, during which Nick eyed Jamie in what seemed to be a critical manner. Jamie eyed Nick in what seemed to be mortal fear.
âDo you want to learn how to use a gun or a knife?â Nick asked abruptly at last.
âAhaha,â Jamie said. âNo?â
Nick raked a cold glance up and