way! Itâll drown!â
âDonât worry. They donât feel anything. They wonât even realise it.â He removed the little dead body from the water and dropped it on the ground. He grabbed another.
Klara ran to the door. âMum! Mum! Grandpa is killing the kitties! Run!â
I clung to Grandpaâs arm and tried to put myself between him and the cluster of mewling kittens.
âJana, get rid of this little pest,â he shouted, losing his temper.
âDonât kill them. I beg you!â I pleaded.
My mother arrived to separate us. She dragged Klara and me inside the house. We were both crying and screaming; she comforted us while Grandpa finished what he had started.
âThose beasts. They have litters all the time,â murmured BabiÄka. I tried to protest, saying it wasnât right, but it was no use. âDo you want to live among a colony of stray cats? There is no other way. If we donât kill them there will be a dozen full-grown cats in our yard in a few months. Donât you understand?â BabiÄka scolded.
Although it seemed brutal to me, it was the most widely used system in the neighbourhood to keep the number of domestic animals under control. For BabiÄka, it was simply one of the numerous things that they had to do to maintain the household.
My Czech grandmother certainly didnât hate all animals. She loved Maida. And she treated that dog better than she did people. She was famous among the neighbourhood kids for the blows she gave out with herstick. As a result, everyone stayed away from our gate. In the house, she guarded her spiz , the pantry, like a Rottweiler. She locked it with a deadbolt and told us to keep out. If something went missing, she accused us of having stolen food. Of course, we discovered that there hadnât been a robbery, and it was all her imagination.
BabiÄka was obsessed with food and the fear of starving due to her terrible experiences during the Second World War. The war she spoke about was fought before Mum was born â when Czechoslovakia was invaded by Germany. Nazis stole everything and burned her restaurant, leaving her in poverty. âNazisâ and âpantryâ must have been in some way connected, because BabiÄka used to tell us the same story every time she accused us of stealing something.
BabiÄka often shouted, and not just about food. As I was the eldest she forced me to help her with the housework. She didnât even say âpleaseâ; she ordered.
âIron the clothes! Donât waste time.â
And if I complained there was too much ironing, sheâd answer, âYouâd better hurry up then. Youâll only go out to play when youâve finished.â
Iâd gripe to my mother, but she always advised me to be obedient. âItâs not right! She does it on purpose! Sheâs always mean to me!â I harped.
âYou know thatâs not true, Michelle. Grandmotherâs like that: sheâs rough but she still loves you. Remember,we are at her house and we have to abide by her rules.â
Since BabiÄka always won, I was used to spending the majority of my summer afternoons doing housework. By the time I was free, my neighbourhood friends had already gone home and the only thing I could do was play cards with Grandpa. It was my duty to go and buy his beer at the only shop in town, a sort of market full of smoke and half-drunken men, not far from BabiÄkaâs house. She used to give me the exact amount in small change and sent me to the store with a terracotta mug in my hand. The street on the way back was sloped, and I had to be really careful to not spill a drop. When I brought the mug to Grandpa, he used to give me a tiny sip as a thank you. Tasting beer was something I could only do in Czechoslovakia, as alcohol was absolutely forbidden to children in Baghdad.
We tolerated life in DobÅÃÄ, counting down the days until Dad