fumbling through his first time. He wasnât doing that to her or any woman.
He blanked out the tiny voice telling him that sheâd liked it. That sheâd wanted it. That sheâd been close to coming herself given the way sheâd been riding him. And that heâd have gotten hard again in record time.
He burned inside. There was no getting away from it. He wanted sex. Couldnât stop thinking about it. These last few months were the longest heâd gone without all his adult life. It wasnât that he was a player, but he had flings. One nighters here and there. Until the last few months when heâd been back-to-back working.
Heâd fixated on Caitlin because of her proximity, right? So there was the scene, the bars and clubs. Plenty of places to find another woman with come-hither eyes and soft lips whoâd let him lose himself for a few hours. Except there was no losing âJames Wolfeâ. His face had been plastered over the cover of the worldâs leading current affairs magazine. That image was everywhere over the Internet.
And way more crucially, there was only the one image in his mind nowâCaitlinâs blonde hair draping over the pillow, over him the way it had before. Caitlinâs lips, Caitlinâs eyes, Caitlinâs curvy body. The desire for her had taken root and he couldnât get rid of it. He ached to pull her beneath him and pin her to the bed. He wanted to take advantage and tame that subversive spirit, that spark within her. Heâd tussle and torment her until she was silenced and sated and looking at him with nothing but appreciative pleasure in her eyes.
He wanted her to look at him as if he were her sex-god hero. How tragic was that? Given he hated anyone else looking at him that way.
But the way sheâd kissed himâhungry, passionate, rawâhad heated him alarmingly quickly. Too quickly. He snorted as he flipped her eggs. Heâd hardly been a sex god this morning.
Georgeâs warning rang again in his ears. If sheâd had a rough time then she didnât need him complicating things for her. He shouldnât ask. Shouldnât delve. She just wanted her little sightseeing holiday.
So what he should do was pack his bag and leave before temptation grew too great. He served up the eggs together with the mushrooms and tomatoes heâd cooked onto one of his camp plates. Holding it, he turned to offer it to her.
One last look into those blue eyes?
He was doomed.
FIVE
Leaning against the wall, Caitlin took the plate James offered with a cautious smile. He looked uncomfortably intense. He didnât resume eating his own meal, leaving his plate to the side of the small camp cookerânext to his iPad. But he didnât look at that either. He only looked at her.
âTell me,â he said.
She paused, her fork partway lifted, her mind still on the electronic gadget. Had he been searching? âTell you what?â
âEverything. Why are you here? What is it youâve run from? Why did my brother say you could stay here? How do you even know him?â
She lowered her fork. âWhy do you want to know?â
âWhy do you think?â
She rolled her eyes. Didnât he get that she refused to dance that dance? If he wanted to know, he could explain why or find out for himself. âLook it up on the Internet.â She pointedly looked back at the iPad.
âIâd rather hear it from you,â he countered.
Had he really not looked already? Or was this some kind of test?
She forked some egg into her mouth and took her time chewing. The guy could cook, sheâd say that for him. She had another mouthful because it was so damn good. He stepped alongside her, leaning a shoulder against the wall so he was at right angles to her. Surveying her with that teasing smile on his lips. Clearly waiting.
Heâd be waiting a while.
But her taste buds suddenly went on strike, her appetite kicking