âWhat it was, was pretty damn...uh.â He shook his head a fraction. âBut itâs been a while for me...â
Oh, please. She didnât want him to lie or make up excuses or be polite and let her down gently. If he didnât want her, he didnât want her. No problem.
But cold mortification seeped into her marrow. Because sheâd wanted him. And he knew just how much sheâd wanted himâsheâd been moaning non-stop.
âYeah.â She nodded, acting up the amused âit-was-nothingâ scene. âSo your judgment is warped. Kissing anything with lips would be good for you.â
His mouth opened. Then closed. Then he laughed. He stood and to her immense relief yanked on the nearest T-shirt. Grey, of course. Then he looked at her again, his voice dropping into spoof depths. âSo, how was it for you?â
She shrugged, determined to sass her way through the embarrassment. âJust a kiss. Not that great.â
âYou do tell lies.â He laughed again. âDefence.â He nodded. âIâve got it. Butââ his expression went serious ââyou know this shouldnât happen. Flirting is one thing, sleeping together another.â
They already were sleeping together. Properly sleeping in just the oneâalbeit luxuryâroom. That brought a wholly different kind of intimacy. She was getting to know more about him than she ever would if theyâd just had a one-night stand. But she merely nodded.
âIt wouldnât be right,â he said softly.
Wanting her wasnât right? How insulting was that? She itched to rebel, to retaliate. Or better still, prove a pointâtake him, make him...
She halted her crazy vixen thoughts. As if she could make him. What a joke. Heâd just proven he had far greater will power than she did. And hadnât she grown out of brattish behaviour? No more being Caitlin âalways wants moreâ Moore.
But that didnât stop her annoyance with his âperfectionâ.
âAnd you always do the right thing?â she jeered softly.
A strange expression crossed his faceâhe looked almost wistful. âLike most people, I try.â
Silently she stared at him, trying to figure out how the hell to extricate herself from this nightmare with just a shred of dignity intact. To her relief, her mobile phone rang. She pounced on it, ruefully wishing it had rung five minutes earlier and saved her from the humiliation of all but begging him to screw her.
She turned her back on him as she breathlessly answered. She had to get the caller to repeat everything until she understood what the woman was saying. She still refused to turn and face him after hanging up.
âTheyâve finally found my bag,â she said crisply, though heâd have got that from hearing her end of the conversation.
âGreat. Theyâre sending it over?â
She nodded. This was good. Thereâd be no more sharing of clothes. No more bare skin at night. And she wouldnât have to spend money she didnât have. âIâm going to get dressed.â
She stalked into the bathroom, locking the door and flicking the shower to cold. She lifted her burning face into the frigid stream. Wished she were frigid. Instead sheâd been writhing all over himâready to orgasm within ten seconds of snogging. What must he think of her?
She grimaced. No worse than what he already had once thoughtâthat she was a tart whoâd sleep with anything.
She soon had enough of the ice water treatment and turned on the heat. She stood in the shower for ages, refusing to worry that James might need to use the room too. She was hoping heâd have left the apartment by the time she deigned to leave the shower.
When she did finally open the bathroom door and peer out, she saw the bed was now neatly made andâjoy of joysâher small suitcase sitting on the lower corner. The airline lady
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