âThen, since my life was totally disrupted anyway, I decided to come back to Ottawa. Iâd had this project in mind for a while, and I scurried around and found a few paying assignments in the city to keep me going until the book is finished. So here I am. Sublet my Toronto apartment, rented out my studio space, and drove up in February. I was thinking of settling here permanentlyâthis is where I grew up, and I like itâbut Iâm not sure thereâs enough of my kind of work to keep me going here full-time.â
âSo youâve decided to move back to Toronto?â
âWell,
decided
is too strong a word. Iâll probably go back. Sometime.â She shook her head. âWho can predict what anybodyâs going to be doing in six monthsâ time? Or six minutesâ time? Look at that guy over thereânot literally, my friend the inquisitive police officerâheâll think Iâm talking about him.â
âBut you are.â
âOf course I am. You know what I mean.â Amusement crinkled the corners of her eyes. âHeâs sitting in a bar, surrounded by noise and jollification, and whatâs he doing? Flipping through a trashy novel, pretending to read it. Did he anticipate at lunchtime that he was going to be sitting hereââ
âHow do you know itâs trashy?â interrupted Sanders.
âDid you know you were a very irritating person? Let us assume for the sake of discussion that it is trashy. Why sit in a bar drinking overpriced draft beer in order to read trash? Or not read it? He seems to have trouble concentrating. Iâll bet that pint cost him more than the book.â
âHeâs probably meeting someone,â said Sanders. âAnd experience has taught him that sheâs always late.â
âThen why does he never glance at the door in passionate anticipation? The only direction heâs been looking in so far is over here, at us.â
âWell, try this one. Heâs one of your devoted admirers,â said Sanders. âAnd heâs hoping youâll get rid of me so he can pick you up.â
âIdiot,â said Harriet. âHe doesnât have much of a chance, anyway. I canât stand pale, weedy redheads. You want to go with me while I drop the film off at the lab? Thatâs something else Jane would have done.â
âDonât you develop it yourself? Iâm disillusioned,â said Sanders. âWhat about those movies with photographers up to their elbows in chemicals in the darkroom? While sinister portraits of gruesome murders being committed gradually emerge from the blank paper. You know the kind.â
âNot Ektachrome,â she said. âColour,â she added when she saw his blank look. âPositive colourâyou know, slides. Labs just throw it in a machine and itâs ready in three hours. Iâm not a big enough outfit to run my own colour lab. If you like, Iâll take you to my darkroom one of these days and show you some black-and-white developing, though, just to prove that Iâm genuine.â
âThatâs an intriguing possibility,â said Sanders cautiously.
âActually,â she said, drawing out the word and then hesitating. âI have a more intriguing possibility. Do you like music?â
âIs this a test question?â
âNo, of course not.â She paused. âWell, I suppose it is. Before you answer, Iâll give you a clue to what youâre getting into. Anna Maria Strelitsch, the violinist, is playing at the Arts Centre tonightâMozart and some moderns, I thinkâand I have two tickets. Good tickets. But Iâm not going to take you if youâre going to hate it. I refuse to have my evening spoiled by someone squirming in agonyâor falling asleepâbeside me.â
âHey, what makes you assume Iâd squirm?â he said defensively. âI like music. It sounds