shuddered awake. She felt a firm hand on the curve of her shoulder, rousing her. She blinked, bleary-eyed. âAri?â
âYou were dreaminâ, honey. You were Charlie again.â
Lucy gave a low groan. âOh for pityâs sake.â How long would she be haunted by the memory of that night at the Hollywood party? It was almost as though her subconscious was prodding her to take action.
âYouâre still getting the dream, huh?â Ariana said sadly. She leaned against Lucy, easing herself onto the bed alongside her friend, stroking her hair. âThe one where you see the woman with the fancy manicure drowning someone?â
âJust shadows,â Lucy said, lying. Arianaâs interest in her âCharlieâ memories was already kind of morbid. The last thing she wanted was to encourage it.
She sat up, still feeling groggy. What was Ariana doing up in Lucyâs bedroom? Candaceâs bed was empty. She glanced at the clock on her nightstand. It was 9:20âway too late to go to school without a killer excuse.
Puzzled, she stared for a moment at Ariana. Sheâd puton a little weight since Lucy had last seen her. It suited her. Her pale, lightly freckled face was already made up, hair already tied back in a neat, high ponytail. Arianaâs hair was still her favorite pale-raspberry color; although the natural shade of mousey-brown was showing at the roots. When Ariana wasnât looking, Lucy stole a glance at her friendâs arms. There didnât seem to be any new signs of needles. She seemed calm, too. Less jittery than youâd expect for someone who was going through the early days of withdrawal. Her story wasnât adding up. Maybe Ariana had another reason to visit? Something even more personalâsomething that sheâd confess only after the two girls had reestablished their old bond of trust?
Lucy reached for her cell and called school to say she was sick. It would probably get her in trouble long-term, but she hadnât used the tactic for weeks. Sometimes the suckiness of school got ugly. When that happened, she just had to take a day off, no matter what. But at least she didnât have to petition her college president mother for every sick note, so there was that. Anyhow, there were only four days left in the school year. Even the teachers were barely hanging on at this stage.
Ariana waited until Lucy got off the phone to speak. âWhy donât I fix breakfast for you. How about pancakes?â
Lucy feigned enthusiasm. âSounds good. But you should let me cook; youâre my guest.â
Ariana hugged her briefly. âYouâve been so nice. I could see your friends werenât too happy about letting me stay. Ifeel bad, making trouble for you.â
âTheyâre just surprised, thatâs all,â Lucy replied, getting out of bed. âI hadnât told anyone about you. I donât talk about my life back in Claremont, at least, no more than I have to. And they didnât know Iâd been in rehab.â
Ariana followed her out of the bedroom and down the stairs. âI kind of totally ratted you out to your roomies, didnât I?â
âYeah and by the way, thanks for that,â Lucy replied snarkily. As they arrived in the living room, she noted with approval that the futon had been folded back up into a sofa. The bed linen was gone and Arianaâs suitcase was neatly tucked between the futon and the sofa.
âOmigod, Lucy. Your face!â Already in the kitchen, Ariana was sweeping toast crumbs from the countertop with her bare hands. She sniggered helplessly. âIâm sorry, but if you could have seen your facial expression, youâd understand. You looked like your mom did that time when she came to visit you in rehab and we snuck out . . . remember?â
Despite herself, Lucy found a grin working its way to her mouth. âYeah. I remember.â
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