Barth, Zoe was not mollified.
Seana pushed away the troubling thoughts and focused on Barth and Peyton securing the tree on its stand, still struggling with the sheer bulk of it, amid much laughter and silly jokes about imagined hernias.
After Peyton left, Seana had marinated in the lingering warmth of his visit.
Barth had insisted that they continue to attend the dance studio evening parties. âZoe needs us to support her, whether she knows it or not.â
Seana agreed. So tonight, theyâd dressed festively and arrived to find the place full. First person Seana encountered was Joanie, dressed to the sparkly red fingernails in a sequined, green pants outfit and gold dance slippers.
Barth migrated over to chat with Fred Johnson, the grocer, who wasnât very fond of dancing but came to please Elsie, his wife.
âWell look at you, Joanie!â Seana grinned and was rewarded by a twinkle of Christmas-y emerald eyes, the tint of the day. The two hugged and Seana spotted Zoe across the room, resplendent in a form-fitting silvery pants suit. Her long ebony hair was loose except for the front and sides, which were pulled up and tethered atop her head with sparkly silver ornaments.
âLike it, huh?â Joanie whispered as she caught Seanaâs pleased response.
âI do. Did you ââ
âMy handiwork. Wanted to give Scott Burns a little thrill, dontcha know?â
Seana chortled. âIt worked. He looks like olâ Brutus at a barbecue cookout.â And heaven help her, he did, as he hovered near Zoe, who barely glanced his way.
About that time, Zoeâs gaze collided with Seanaâs. Zoe quickly schooled her features and made her way over to her mother. âHi, Mom.â
âHi, honey.â Seana wanted to throw her arms around her daughter but the solid wall of resistance was up. It was in Zoeâs stance, thick and impenetrable.
Manilowâs âI Wrote the Songsâ rolled from the speakers and partners began to pair off into a sedate foxtrot. What with all the ages and degrees of dance expertise, it proved to be entertaining.
âI was thinking, Mother,â Zoe looked off as if studying the crowd for their dance technique. âI want to have the family Christmas get-together here at the dance studio this year. Itâs already decorated.â She looked at Seana and shrugged, her expression bland but challenging. âFor a change.â
Change.
Seana swallowed soundly, willing her emotions away. Theyâd always had the celebration at her house. Always, because as the kids had always said, âItâs home.â
Now, even that was disputed. A sharp arrow pierced her heart. âSure.â She nodded and forced a smile. âFine with me.â
Zoe looked at her for long moments, like trying to decide something.
âMom â I resent calling your house, only to have to go through Barth to get to you.â
âBut, honey, he lives there, too.â Frustration flailed inside her.
âI know,â the reply was crisp. âBut I called and asked to speak to you the other day and he said you were taking a nap. I told him it was important and he said he couldnât disturb you.â She threw up her hands. âHe refused to let me speak to you. I donât have access to my mother anymore. It was important or I wouldnât have called.â
âIâm sorry,â Seana said. âBut Barth is sort of â protective. I havenât been feeling well lately and heâs insisted on my having more rest.â She didnât mention that stress over the family situation was the main culprit.
âHe doesnât have to protect you from me,â Zoe fairly hissed. âAnd when Iâm trying to talk to you, heâs always there, hovering, injecting his own thoughts and â just intruding.â
As if fate were conspiring with Zoe, Barth appeared at Seanaâs side, smiling and