Now theyâre a bit too chewy for my taste, so I donât leave them in. But the broth makes a tasty base for my chowder.â
âI knew there was something!â
They settled back after eating refilled bowls of chowder and countless biscuits. Alex moaned and held her stomach. After the big lunch theyâd had in Digby, her insides felt stretched and ready to burst.
The steady stream of food and conversation seemed to have slowly brought Gus out from under his gloomy cloud. Finally, during dessert, he let out one of his roaring belly laughs.
Alex got a lump in her throat as she watched him gulp from his mammoth mug of tea, thinking of her own family dinners since Alex had died. They hardly ever ate together. When they did, no one laughed, that was for sure.
Eva had just started to talk about her garden and the new herbs she was using in her cooking, when Gus banged his mug on the table.
âI almost forgot,â he said. Jumping up, he walked out the door to his pickup parked next to the café. Alex watched him open the big storage box in the bed of the truck and pull out a bouquet of flowers.
Cut flowersâugh! Alex hated them. Flowers were supposed to stay attached to the rest of their bodies, growing in the ground, not be hacked up to die. They had been a constant presence in Adamâs hospital room. Her mother had always replaced the drooping and dying ones with new onesâtheir overpowering perfumes mixing into a sickly sweet stench.
Her stomach rolled at the memory, chowder sloshing around inside her. She felt dizzy. Oh no, she knew that feeling. Any second now she was going to throw up.
Chapter Eighteen
Gus stood in the middle of the room, holding the flowers awkwardly in front of him.
âTheyâre, um, pretty,â Alex managed to say, concentrating with all her might on not woofing her cookies all over the table. She sucked in a deep breathâthank goodness she couldnât smell them. Look at something else! she ordered herself. Staring at the tabletop, she felt the waves of nausea subside.
âIâd have been skinned alive if Iâd forgotten âem.â
âTheyâre not from you?â Alex asked.
âNope. Not that I wouldnât have,â Gus said. âBut Rachel beat me to it. All tore up that you were hurt, she was. Ran off and picked these herself.â He examined the blooms. âNow, Iâm no expert like Soph, but Iâd bet a whole lobster catch that thereâs some stuff in here that shouldnât be.â
âReally?â Aunt Sophie said. âLike what?â
âYup, some of Evaâs prized dahlias, I believe,â he said, gently tapping a burnt-orange bloom. âShould knowâI weeded them myself.â
âUh-oh.â As annoying as Rachel was, Alex didnât want her to get in any trouble.
âDonât worry, now. Eva couldnât yell if her life depended on it.â His eyes crinkled at the corners. âBesides, canât blame Rachel for being so upset. We were all worried about yaâ¦â
âOf course I donât mind.â Eva got up and inspected the blooms. âGood taste, indeed. These are my favourites.â
âLooks like little Rachel was in Big Meadow in the nature preserve and plucked a few endangered Eastern Mountain Avens while she was at it,â Aunt Sophie grumbled, peering over Evaâs shoulder.
âAhem. Well, innocent mistake.â Gus pulled the bouquet away from Aunt Sophieâs inspection. He tucked it into an empty ceramic vase on the counter before returning to his tea. âHeartâs in the right place, thatâs the important thing. Besides, flowers grow back. No harm done.â
Silence settled on the group as each dug into their dessert and coffee refills. With the imminent threat of barfing now gone, Alex contemplated the juicy butter tart sitting in front of her.
Underneath the plate was a touristy placemat, covered