question.â
The crowd titters. Justinâs face turns the shade of a day-old bruise. By outward appearances, the former football player should have the upper hand. Despite his bulk, he could be an Abercrombie model, while Samâs sweatshirt is torn, and his moon-like glasses slide down his nose. But none of that matters right now.
âCome on, CeCe.â Sam holds his hand out to me. âLetâs go.â
I take his hand, and he leads me out of there, away from the sea of unblinking eyes.
Chapter 11
We stride from the bonfire, and at first the adrenaline of what Sam did propels me forward. He faced my biggest bullyâand got the best of him. Weâre walking away, with Justin looking like the fool, not me.
Not me. Itâs always been me. How could it possibly not be me?
And then the fear settles in, wraps around my stomach, and jumps my heart forward a few beats. Because if I know Justin at all, there will be repercussions. Big ones. Ones Iâm not sure Iâm ready for.
âI donât have a car,â Sam says, pulling me from my thoughts. Weâve crossed half the lawn, and more mud has mucked its way up my legs, so I feel like Iâm wearing tights after all. Sludge tights. âSome knight in shiny armor, right? Whisking you off, without anywhere to take you.â
âItâs okay.â I fish my car keys out of the pocket in my dress. âI drove tonight.â
We walk to the long line of cars parked on the gravel driveway. Iâm not sure why. I canât leave yet since Iâm Alisaraâs ride, but at least it gets me away from the party.
We reach my car, all the way at the end, and I unlock the doors, grab some paper towels, and begin cleaning the mud off my legs. I finish an entire leg before I realize Samâs staring. My pale flesh gleams in the moonlight, and with my foot propped on the running board, the short dress reveals more than I want of my thigh.
I stiffen, and my momâs topless photo floats through my mind. Her sunset hair, the round, heavy breasts. So this is the way itâs going to be, even with him?
Something hot and fierce moves through my body. All I wanted from this year was to be left alone. Maybe meet a guy who likes me for me. No such luck. My momâs in the grave, but sheâs still here. Still messing things up for me.
I drop my foot to the ground. âSo thatâs why you stood up for me, huh?â The laugh scrapes out of my throat. âYou wouldnât be the first. Everyone says we look alike, you know. So if youâre wondering? Yeah, I can confirm thatâs exactly how I look topless.â
âCeCe, Iâm not interested in you like that.â His Adamâs apple jumps in his throat. âI mean, I am, but your mom has nothing to do with it . . .â
He trails off, and I yank the hoodie off my shoulders. âGo ahead. Look all you want. Apparently, my boobs are public property, since the whole worldâs seen my momâs.â
To his credit, Sam keeps his eyes on my face. âI saw the photo, but only for a second. I didnât stare at it. I sure as hell didnât get off on it. The only thing I thought was how it would affect you.â
The hoodie droops from my hands, and I toss it on the trunk. Sam takes off his sweatshirt, too, and throws it next to mine. I realize how warm Iâve gotten. Whether itâs from the bonfire or the confrontation with Justin, my skinâs hot and sticky. Sam probably feels the same way.
The anger flees as quickly as it came. Samâs on my side. He didnât do anything wrong, but I leaped to conclusions. Maybe there are nice guys left in this world, after all. Maybe all the nice ones, I just manage to drive away.
âWhy did you help me out back there?â I mumble.
âI may be the new guy at school, but Iâm not oblivious.â His voice stumbles, as if itâs on uneven ground. But like the boy on the
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