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Halloween was a Friday, Kit wondered could they have a party.
Mother seemed against it. âWe donât know what weâll be doing,â she said in a fussed sort of way.
âBut of course we know what weâll be doing.â Kit was stung by the unfairness of this. âItâs a Friday, weâll be having scrambled eggs and potatoes like every Friday, and I only asked for a few friends to come inâ¦â
Mother looked quite different when she spoke. She seemed to underline every word as if she were giving a message or reading a notice, rather than having a normal conversation. âBelieve me, I do know what Iâm saying. We do not know what we will be doing on Halloween. This is not the time to be thinking of Halloween parties. There will be parties again, but not now.â
It was very final. It was also very frightening.
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âAre there really ghosts about on Halloween?â Clio asked Sister Madeleine.
âYou know there arenât ghosts,â Sister Madeleine said.
âWell, spirits.â
âThere are spirits around us all the time.â Sister Madeleine was being remarkably cheerful about it, as if she wouldnât indulge Clio Kellyâs wish to be dramatic.
âAre you afraid of spirits?â Clio persisted. She wanted to get a bit of terror into the conversation somehow.
âNo, child, Iâm not. How could you be afraid of someoneâs spirit? A spirit is a friendly thing. Itâs the life that was in them onceâthe memory of itâthat stays around a place.â
This was more promising. âAre there spirits round here, round the lake?â
âOf course there are, the people who loved the place and who lived here.â
âAnd died here?â
âAnd died here, of course.â
âWould Bridie Dalyâs spirit be here?â
âBridie Daly?â
âThe woman who said âLook in the reeds.â The woman who was going to have a baby without being married.â Clio sounded too eager, too gossipy, for Sister Madeleine.
She looked at them thoughtfully. âAnd are you girls having a party for Halloween?â she asked.
Kit said nothing.
Clio grumbled, âKit was going to have one and then it was all canceled.â
âI only said I might.â Kit was mutinous.
âWell, itâs stupid to say you might and then give no explanation,â Clio said.
Sister Madeleine looked at Kit sympathetically. The child was distressed about something. The Halloween party was not the right distraction to have made. âHave you ever seen a tame fox?â she asked them with the air of a conspirator.
âYou canât have a tame fox, can you?â Clio knew everything.
âWell, you canât have one that youâd trust with the ducklings and the chickens,â Sister Madeleine agreed. âBut I have a lovely little fellow I could show you. Heâs in a box in my bedroom. I canât let him out, but you can come in with me and see.â
Her bedroom! The girls looked at each other in delight. No one knew what was behind the closed door. Forgotten now were bodies in the lake, spirits of the dead, and the intransigence of canceling a Halloween party. In they went and Sister Madeleine closed the door behind them.
There was a simple bed with a small iron headboard, and a smaller bed-end made the same way. It was covered in a snow-white bedspread. On the wall was a cross, not a crucifix, just a plain cross. There was a small chest of drawers which had no mirror, just a comb and a pair of rosary beads.
There was a chair, and a prie-dieu facing the cross. This is where Sister Madeleine must say her prayers.
âYou have it very tidy,â Clio said eventually, trying to think of some compliment and finding this the only thing she could say in honesty about a place which had the comfort of a prison