surprisingly, he didnât keep his objections to himself.
âThis is the stupidest idea ever,â he grumbled as we lay on adjacent tree limbs a hundred meters from the memorial site.
âIs it any more stupid than it was the last fifty times you said that?â I asked.
âMaybe.â
I sighed, shook my head, and looked around. Our ceremony was being held in a park. Outdoors, at the request of the parents. I knew whose parents had initiated that. Mine. An outdoor ceremony for the daughter who loved the wilderness. If I had any doubt whoâd selected the location, it vanished when weâd arrived and I realized weâd been there before, my parents and me, for âbreaksâ when weâd come to Vancouver and the city got to be too much for me.
âI still donât get what you hope to accomplish here,â Ash said.
I twisted to look at him. âWeâre going to try to make contact with one of our parents. Hopefully mine.â
âYeah, I get that part. What I donât get is how in hell theyâre supposed to help you.â He put up a hand against my protest. âYour dadâs a forest ranger. Your momâs an architect. Youâre sure they donât know about Project Phoenix, but hell, weâd be better off if they did , so at least theyâd have some idea whatâs going on.â
âWhich is why theyâll talk to Coreyâs mom. Sheâs the police chief. Corey doesnât think she knows about the project, but she might. If she doesnât, theyâll talk to Danielâs dad, who does know.â
âSo why not target him?â
I couldnât tell Ash about Danielâs father. Not without breaking a trust. So all I said was, âHe isnât a good choice.â
âGreat. So we have a guy you donât trust, a small-town cop, and your parents, who know zip about the experiment, zip about fighting bad guys, and probably zip about supernaturals in general. Can I ask again what exactly it is you hope they can do?â
He already knew the answer. Weâd told him the first time he asked. He was just making a point now. We really didnât know what our parents could do. We held on to the hope that someone would know about the experiment and the Cabals, and if they didnât, then theyâd know someone who did, someone from Salmon Creek who could help us.
Help us do what? Free the others. But we couldnât take Annie on the run if the Cabals knew how to fix her. We couldnât take Corey on the run either if they could fix his headaches. And what if I started regressing?
The trouble was that the source of care was also the source of the threat. How were we supposed to reconcile that? I had no idea. All we could do was focus on making contact. On getting help and answers, and as nebulous as that plan was, it was all we had. Even Ash himself had admitted he didnât have another.
Ash wasnât the only one who didnât think I should be here. Daniel and I had a bit of a dustup about it this morning, when Iâd declared my intention to watch the proceedings.
âI donât think you should do that, Maya,â heâd said.
âUm, thatâs the plan, isnât it?â
Heâd gone quiet then, shoving his hands in his pockets before saying, âThe plan is for us to go and try to talk to someone. Not for you to watch the service. I think itâs going to be too much for you.â
Iâd stared at him, unable to believe what heâd just said. Daniel might have a mile-wide protective streak, but heâs never treated me like âa girl.â If he had, our friendship would have ended years ago.
âWhat? Iâm going to start sobbing and run to Mommy and Daddy? Seriously? You thinkââ
âI worded that wrong. I think itâll be too much for you and Corey. Watching your families grieving . . . Itâs going to be tough.â
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