have been in agony from walking all that way.
âWhat are you doing, dimwit?â I asked.
âIâm going on alone,â she said, trying to walk on, sobbing with every step. Her shoes and bandages were red.
âWhy alone?â I asked.
âBecause I wonât be a nun. And I wonât be a millstone around your neck, neither. You have no duty to help me out.â
âOh, Lizzie, âtis not from duty!â I said.
âWhat is it, then? Do you think on me as Richard did?â
âNo! Never that!â Taking both her shoulders, I made her stop. She stood with her arms crossed over her motherâs dress, her eyes downcast. She looked so small, so all undone, that I near wept myself, from pity.
âTruth to tell, Lizzie,â I said, âyou remind me ofmy sister Addy. More, I have no home, no family, and I feel . . . well, I feel akin with you. It helps me to help you, for it gives me a reason to live. Iâll not put you in a nunnery, nor make you do anything you are against, I swear. Now, can we travel on together, in peace?â
She smiled a little, and climbed onto my back again, and we went on. The stream was a good guide, for it kept us watered, and took us to more fields of yellow wheat ripe for harvest, then to a village. We spied some fresh-baked oaten cakes cooling in a window, and Iâm ashamed to confess that I stole them, for we were hungry.
I felt stronger after we had eaten, and walked more quickly, following the lane out of the village, still heading west, my eyes lowered against the sinking sun. I had no idea where I was, or what villages we passed, since I could not read the milestones on the roads. I thought only to put as many miles as I could betwixt ourselves and Tybalt. Sometimes on the lanes between the villages we passed other wayfarers, all travelling on foot: pilgrims on their way home after visiting shrines, or black-gowned friars, or peddlers with pots and pans, charcoal sellers, traders, and lepers. But by sunset the tracks and lanes were deserted, and I began to be haunted by fears of demons and ghosts. And I remembered that thedragon was said to fly at dusk and dawn, and now was a devilishly dangerous time to be out. I wished I had looked sooner for a house to stay.
There was a village near, for I could see its church tower above the trees. I cut across a meadow full of rye, and came to the tiny hamlet just as the sun went down. It was a village such as Doran had been, too small for an inn, with only a square-towered Norman church and a few thatch-and-mud houses crouched either side of the dirt lane. Behind the houses I could just make out, in the gathering gloom, the crofts with summer vegetables well grown, and tiny farm buildings, and a cart and plough or two. I stood Lizzie on her feet and she waited in the darkling lane as I approached a house.
Firelight glowed inside and smoke came out the windows, smelling of beans and vegetable broth. From within came sounds of running feet, children shrieking with laughter, boys quarrelling, and a dog barking. Above it all a baby bawled lustily, and a woman shouted for peace. I banged on the door, and there was instant silence inside.
âYouâd best open it, Edwin,â said the womanâs voice. âWell, go on! Youâre the man of the house now.â
There was the sound of a bolt cautiously drawn back, and the door opened a crack. I glimpsed part ofa face and one wary eye, before the door was slammed shut again. âIt do be a maid and a lad, Ma,â said a lad.
âWell, donât stand there pop-eyed, let them in.â
The door was opened wide, and I went back to Lizzie, and she leaned on me as we entered in. The lad who admitted us stood on the threshold a moment, scanning the evening skies; then he banged the door shut and bolted it again.
For long moments there was total quiet, but for the yelping of a small dog as it jumped around Lizzie and me. Little could I see,