take one little bite. If they were too spicy, Iâd throw them out right then and there. At least that way Iâd be sure I wasnât going to give the whole school a stomachache.
Frankie held the front door open for me.
âFrankie, Ashley, come along to class,â Ms. Adolf said. She and her gray shoes were already halfway up the stairs. âIt doesnât take all of you to deliver your tamales.â
âTheyâre enchiladas,â I corrected her.
âWhatever.â
Obviously, Ms. Adolf wasnât big on Mexican food. Probably because it wasnât gray.
âAre you sure you can make it there without dropping the pan?â Frankie asked me.
I was wondering the same thing myself.
âCome along,â Ms. Adolf said, pointing to the steps that led to our classroom.
âPut our dish where everyone can see it,â Ashley whispered to me as she headed upstairs. âI think it looks delicious.â
âIt kicks butt,â Yoshi said.
And then they were gone, leaving me alone with one heavy pan of killer cheesy enchiladas.
I hoped I wasnât going to have to throw them away. All my friends were counting on seeing our dish, front and center. How would I explain it if I had to throw it out?
Sorry, guys. Guess who couldnât read a recipe? Thatâs right. Me.
Donât get me wrong. Itâs not like my friends wouldnât understand. Frankie and Ashley know all about my learning challenges, and they are very understanding. Ashley always helps me count out the right change when we stop at Harveyâs to get a slice of pizza. And Frankie helps me in a million ways. He puts new toys together for me when I canât figure out the instruction booklets. He set up my e-mail when I got my new computer. He even quizzes me on our spelling words when we walk to school.
But hereâs the part even Frankie and Ashley wouldnât understand: They wouldnât get why I just didnât say, âStop the camera. I canât read the recipe.â To them, thatâs not a big deal at all. But it is to me.
I donât think even my best friends really know what it feels like to be me. I hate feeling that Iâm not as smart as other people. I hate feeling ashamed of myself all the time. And I hate that I canât count on my brain to get it right. Sure, Dr. Berger says thereâs nothing to be ashamed of, that we all learn differently and in our own time. But thatâs easy for her to say and very hard for me to believe. She isnât the one who has to say, âStop the camera. I canât read.â
I walked down the main hall toward the Multi-Purpose Room and past the trophy case. I noticed a picture of Principal Love right in the center of all our school trophies. Donât ask me why it was there. You sure wouldnât want to win him in a game.
I passed the attendance office, where Mrs. Crock was sitting at her desk, squinting at her computer screen.
âHi, Hank,â she called out. âWhat do you have there?â
âCheese enchiladas. For Multi-Cultural Day.â
âIsnât it yummy to be multi-cultural?â she said.
Wow, she was in a good mood. In fact, everybody I passed in the hall was, too. There was a feeling of a party in the air. The kids in the kindergarten room were busy making paper plates into African masks.
âIâm going to dance at the lunch today,55 one of the little guys said as I passed by. âWanna see?â
He burst into a wild and crazy dance, shaking his butt and making up weird steps as he went along. I remember doing that in kindergarten. Frankie and I danced like total goofballs in front of the whole school, and we werenât ashamed or embarrassed even a little bit. Those were the good old days.
By the time I reached the Multi-Purpose Room, I was dying to put down the pan of enchiladas. Itâs a long hallway, and my arms were aching. The first person I saw was Mr. Rock. He