you a chance of paying me back and this is what you do. Bring strange men into the house as soon as my backâs turned. Your mother all over again⦠I shouldnât wonder.â
âHow dare you say such things. My mother was good, better than you could ever be. And Iâ¦â
âAnd you are good, too? Oh, very good. Very good to young men who visit you when my backâs turned.â
âStop it! Stop it!â
âYou dare to order me in my house.â
âIâll go if you like.â
âWhere to?â
âIâll find some post. I know something about antiques.â
âWhich I have taught you.â
âI could be a governess or a companion.â
She laughed. âOh yes, youâre very clever. I know. Has it occurred to you that you might owe me something? You might think about that. A fine fool you are. Making yourself cheap to the first man who comes along. And from that place too. I should have thought you would have known better where someone of that reputation is concerned.â
âWhat reputation?â
She chuckled. âYou ought to select with more care. I can tell you that Captain Redvers Stretton has not a very good name in this town. Heâs the sort whoâs going to take his fun where he finds it. And Iâll daresay that heâs ready to try all sorts.â
I could only cry: âGo away. I donât want to hear what you have to say. Iâll leave here. If you want to get rid of me, if Iâm such a burdenâ¦â
âYouâre a rash and foolish girl,â she said. âYou need me to look after you. Your father was my brother and Iâve got my duty. Iâll have a good talk to you in the morning. Iâm worn out and my pain is terrible. I couldnât sleep for thinking about you. I thought Iâd speak to you tonight. But tomorrow perhaps youâll be in a more contrite mood.â
She turned and went out. I stared at the door. I was hurt and angry; the evening had changed. She had smirched it with her evil thoughts and her talk of his reputation. What did she mean by that? What did she know?
And then suddenly there was a piercing scream and the heavy thud of something falling. I got out of bed and ran to the stairs.
Aunt Charlotte was lying at the foot of that flight, groaning.
I ran down. âAunt Charlotte,â I said. âAre you hurt?â
She did not answer; she was breathing heavily.
I called Mrs. Morton and Ellen. Foolishly I tried to lift my aunt; I couldnât, so I found a cushion and put it under her head.
Mrs. Morton came hurrying. With her fine hair in curlers under a net she looked different, grim, excited.
âMy aunt must have slipped coming down the stairs,â I said. I remembered warning Redvers.
âAt this time of night,â said Mrs. Morton. She picked up the candle which Aunt Charlotte had dropped. There was the faintest moonlight shining through the window. Aunt Charlotte began to groan again.
I said: âPut on your cloak, Ellen, and go and ask Dr. Elgin to come.â
Ellen ran off and Mrs. Morton and I stayed with Aunt Charlotte.
âHow did it happen?â asked Mrs. Morton. She looked rather pleased, I thought, and I imagined what it had been like traveling with Aunt Charlotte.
âShe came to my room to talk to me and fell on the way back to her own.â
âShe was in a rage, I daresay,â said Mrs. Morton.
She looked at me obliquely; I realized that I had never understood Mrs. Morton at all. She seemed to be shut in with some secret life of her own. I wondered why she endured Aunt Charlotteâs tantrums. Surely she could have found more congenial employment elsewhere? I could think of no reason for her staying but that of Ellen: that she would be remembered in my auntâs will if she were still in her employ.
It seemed a long time before Ellen returned. Dr. Elgin would be with us shortly, she said.
When he came he