page. Slaughter in Bosnia, the umpteenth series of Senate hearings on organized crime, remembrances of the Warsaw Ghetto.
It took two runs through the Metro section to find mention of my crime. It rated barely two inches of column space on page 26, under the fold. Frank must have escaped unscathed. Injuries would make for more drama, greater detail.
I found my hand wandering to the phone, caught it and brought it back.
Dammit, I wanted to call Mooney.
Mooney is my main contact with the Boston PD. He used to be my boss. Heâs achieved his dream job: lieutenant in charge of homicide. My fingers inched toward the phone buttons, hesitated. It wasnât like I could provide blinding insight. Iâd never seen the shooters, wouldnât be able to ID the vehicle. I could point the police at Frank, but the cops would have done a routine door-to-door.
It came down to personal loyalty to Sam, compounded by a question of law and order. A question, also, of getting in trouble. I felt like a gawky adolescent, deciding whether or not to tattle on a schoolmate: Judyâs smoking in the girlsâ room.
Where was Sister Xavier Marie when you needed moral guidance?
I telephoned area hospitals and inquired about gunshot wounds. The paper hadnât mentioned injuries, but half of what they print is filler and the other half is dubious. Thatâs what cops tell me.
Most gunshots are admitted to Boston City Hospital. Itâs got location, location, location, as the realtors say. I used my social engineering skills to determine that none of their bullet-ridden patients was a tall, gaunt white man. It galled me that I didnât know Frankâs last name.
When the phone rang I jumped, expecting Mooney. Our knack for reading each otherâs thoughts helped when I was on the force. Now that Iâm off, it scares me.
Samâs deep baritone sounds soothing even when his words donât.
âJust checking,â he said.
âOn what?â
âYou know.â
âI donât know.â
âYour lineâs been busy.â
âIs this the loyalty oath part, Sam?â I said icily. âMy mother once told me the great grief of my grandmotherâs life was that she never got to testify before the House Committee on Un-American Activities. She used to rehearse her speech in front of the mirror, telling HUAC how they ought to be ashamed of themselves, hounding good Communists when they could sink their teeth into J. Edgar Hoover without half trying.â
âWhat are you trying to tell me, Carlotta?â
âI have a bad attitude about loyalty oaths.â
âYou feeling okay?â Sam asked. âOtherwise?â
âBruises. Do you know if our, uh, companion is also in good health?â
âHeâs fine,â Sam said.
âYou want to hire me now? To find out who wanted to waste your friendâor you?â
âWhat I want to do is forget it. It had nothing to do with us. It wasnât personal, Carlotta.â
âWhen I get shot at, I take it personally.â
âWell, do it on your own dime. If youâre dying to find out which gang we ticked off, waste your own time and money. Leave me out of it.â
âSuppose I need to find Frank,â I said. âSuppose his junk doesnât do squat when I plug it in?â
âHeâll find you,â Sam said. âHeâll want to know that the computerâs okay. That it didnât get hit by a stray round.â
âWhat about me?â
âHe asked after your health.â
âShould I be flattered?â
âAre you?â
âWhatâs Frankâs last name?â
âHe doesnât use it.â
âHe serve with you in Vietnam?â
âWhy?â
âSomething about the way you both hit the ground together. Like teamwork. Like you both knew the ropes.â
âCarlotta, neighborhood we grew up in, we didnât have to visit Southeast