started to spit, thought better of it, and swiped his sleeve across his mouth. âItâs the same all over, Macallan. My storyâs no so original. In Sutherland, Glengarry, or here, no one has a care the poor crofters are being turned out of their homes to make way for flocks of fat English sheep. Instead of being their protectors, their lairds have become their worst enemies. Iâll never again put my fate in anybodyâs hands but my own. And if itâs men ye are, no puling, whining old women, yeâll do the same.â
I could hear the children sneaking down the right side of the kirk to squeeze in next to their mothers, as if shrinking from a dark shadow that was closing in on us all.
âThatâs a fine course for them that wants a banditâs life,â said Tam, raising his voice, âbut weâre all honest farmers here.â
Tam is right , I thought. Maybe Iâm rushing to judgment .
Dunbar laughed scornfully. âAye, like my father. An honest farmer and dead in the winter hills. Dinna be a fool, man. Yeâll go on being honest while Daniel McRoy and Willie Rood go on robbing ye blind.â
âWhat theyâve done may be hard, but itâs within the law,â said Da.
âAye, so I hear,â said Dunbar, âa law that punishes goats and cows for their transgressions.â He laughed, and it was a short, sharp sound. âDo none of ye honest farmers see whatâs going on here?â
âSpeak plain, Dunbar!â shouted a voice.
The sun suddenly disappeared behind a cloud and the whole kirk grew dark. No one moved to light a lantern, for all were hot blood and anger.
âIâm saying thereâs all kinds of thievery,â Dunbar said, âand all kinds of thieves, some more honest than others.â He leaned forward toward the men in the pews. âDo ye think Rood and his men are above rounding up a few cows in the night while ye sleep? Did ye know that they drive yer beasts into the pastures themselves?â There was a sudden silence in the pews. âOr just take them straight to Kindarry to be impounded and say they were found on the hills?â
Suddenly everyone was talking at once, but low, like the sound I imagined the ocean would make, grumbling in its low bed. And I was swimming in that tide, swimming toward the Rogue. Of course. Now it all made sense. Why hadnât I seen it ?
Da took a deep, loud breath and said sternly, âThose are serious charges, Dunbar, and nae man here would dare lay them against his laird without proof.â
From the angry mutters that had followed Dunbarâs words, I wasnât so sure that Da was right.
Dunbar shook his musket at Da. â His laird ? His laird? Yer talking like it was a hundred years ago, Macallan,â he said, âwhen ye went to the laird for justice. This lairdâs got nae interest in justice now. Itâs yer money and yer land he wants, not yer loyalty. Heâs got sheep for loyalty as long as thereâs grass, and for all he cares, every man and woman here can be drowned in the sea. Dinna ye see it, man, the old ways are being destroyed while ye cower in the kirk and hope the minister willna mind ye meeting here.â
A new silence descended, and this time the air hung heavy with dark thoughts. Even the children were still.
Finally Dunbar grinned and lifted up his cluster of whisky jugs. âNow, is anybody thirsty enough to buy?â
One man tried to step forward, but his wife pulled him back. âNo in the kirk, ye daftie,â she whispered, but loud enough so everyone could hear, âor God will strike ye dead.â
âItâs all right, Fergus,â Dunbar told him with a wink. âIâll see ye get yer supply at the usual place.â He looked around at the other men. âAnd the rest of ye as well, if yer too shy to buy here.â
âYer a fine one to talk to us about the laird, Dunbar,â said Da.