âItâs clear yer only here to line yer own pocket. Well, weâll deal with our problems without yer advice or yer whisky.â
With a shrug, the Rogue hefted his musket and his whisky. He winked at Ishbel and me, saying loud enough for everyone to hear, âIf ye willna act like men, ye may as well drink like sots.â Then he turned on his heel and headed back up the aisle and out the door at a jaunty pace. He left the door wide open, and many eyes followed himâmine especiallyâand a few voices grumbled at his departure.
A child cried out, âIâm hungry, Ma.â
As if that were some kind of signal, the women gathered their children and funneled out the open door.
Tam went to light the lamp near the pulpit, and its feeble light sent shadows racing about the front of the kirk.
âNow the entertainmentâs gone, we need to pick a deputation,â said Da, calling everybodyâs attention back to the matter at hand. âNae more than a dozen men. We mustna be taken for a mob or that will make matters worse.â There was a small rumble of approval, and he added, âWeâll put it to the laird that he must reconsider what heâs done, for the good of the clan and his own immortal soul.â
âNae!â cried a voice. âThe Rogue is right! This laird will never listen. Nor will he ever change.â
Da stared hard at the congregation through the fading light, anger and disbelief warring in his face. âWas that ye speaking, Roddy?â
I bit my lip and stood, but I couldnât take back what Iâd just said. The Rogue had been right. Heâd shown us the way. âAye, Da, it was me.â I said my piece and would stand by it, even if Da whipped me with his belt, for Iâd only spoken the truth, and well he knew it.
There was a sudden silence in the kirk as if God himself had decreed that all the men be mute. I started to tremble. What had I begun ? I wondered. What had I begun ?
8 SUPPER AND GRAVES
Daâs scowl was thundery as the sky outside. Shadows made his face dark. âCurb that tongue, laddie. Only grown men are allowed to speak in kirk.â
âMaybe we should hear the lad out,â said Tam, âsince weâre talking here, no praying.â Then, without waiting for Da to agree, he leaned forward and said to me, âWhat do ye mean, Roddy, that Alan Dunbar is right about the laird?â
Whatever spirit had made me bold enough just a moment before began to waver like a dying candle, but I recalled my encounter at the Lodge, and that stoked my anger. Though the kirk was chilly, I was afire with the memory.
âIâve been to the Lodge,â I said, my voice soft, though all leaned toward me to listen. âIâve heard the laird speak about us as if we were dumb beasts. âIgnorant rabble,â he called us. He said, âWe might as well have sheep in their place and do without the inconvenience of the rabbleâs dirt and noise.ââ I took a deep breath and went on. âAnd Iâve seen Bonnie Josie defy him to his face, and she only a lass.â
Da folded his arms over his chest. His face was awful to behold, dark and with a deep crease between his eyes. âWell, now yeâve made a start of it, son, go on with it.â
I took a deep breath and thought about Bonnie Josie and her mother and how theyâd called me a terrier. Then I put my teeth into the thought, shook my head with it, and began again, this time louder.
âAs little as he cares for us, the laird cares less for his own kin. I saw that with my own eyes, heard it with these two ears.â I took another deep breath, my heart hammering so fast beneath my breastbone, I was sure everyone could see it. âHe wants to take from Bonnie Josie and her mother the little the old laird left them, because theyâve given refuge to the Glendoun folk.â
There was a rustling all around me as the men