a line cookâs and my fingernails those of a dishwasher. I didnât really mind, though, other than when I got odd stares and glances at the restaurant. I gathered people thought I had a cutting problem, which always made for interesting conversation.
After my shower, I pulled on my standard work outfitâa black A-line skirt, black sweater, and heels. It felt so odd to wear nice clothes after running around in baggy checkered pants and an oversized chef jacket all day. I felt like I was constantly playing two parts, with one foot still in the world of heels and pearls, and the other in that of grease and frying pans. I got to work early, as usual, so that I could pick up some tea from the Starbucks next door to sip at the hostess stand. As I walked through the restaurant doors, Laura immediately looked up and gave me a big, warm smile.
I noticed the restaurant was just starting to fill up for the night; it was mostly families with small children occupying the roomy booths along the wall.
âHow are you, Laura?â I asked her while setting my purse down below the stand.
âGood. Tonight should be a busy one,â she said. âWe have about 140 on the books with mostly late reservations.â She made a face. We both hated late reservations because the later people sat down to eat, the later we had to stay. I took my stand next to her and started preparing special birthday menus with pieces of colorful ribbon tucked inside. It was only 5:30, and we had about an hour until things really started to pick up.
Just then, Tony walked out from the back office. The look on his face told me he was in another one of his classic moods, and more than anything I just wanted to stay out of his way. He walked right up to the hostess stand and stared at the computer for a moment.
âGirls, the Greens are coming in tonight, and they had a really bad experience last time. I want both of you to make tonight the best night of their damn life, you hear me?â Tony was talking to both of us, but he was looking straight at me and just his presence almost made me start to sweat.
âOf course, Tony,â Laura said. âTheyâre coming in at eight, so Iâll set their table up early with some Hawaiian flowers and a candle.â
âNice, Laura. Now you,â he said, pointing at me. âYou need to start being more assertive with guests. Have conversations with them, get to know their babies, that kind of stuff. Make them feel like you care about them. Thatâs how people feel special and then want to come back. Donât just stand up here like a stone. Do something with yourself!â
I could feel my face start to burn. I had always been introverted, and there was nothing I hated more than confrontation. âOf course,â I said. âIâm sorry; Iâll really try to do better.â
Tony stared at me for a second and then walked away without another word.
âI know he seems hard, but I promise heâs like a teddy bear deep down,â Laura said sympathetically. âIt took him forever to warm up to me, too. Thatâs totally normal.â
âI hope so,â I said. âBetween him and my chef-instructors at school, I constantly feel like Iâm up in arms.â
âSeriously . . . I donât think Tony started liking me at all until I had worked here for a year. Before that he just thought I was some airhead, I think. I had to prove myself to him first by putting in the time here.â Laura shrugged. âNow heâs almost like my second dad or something. I know heâd help me out in any situation.â
âWell, youâre lucky then. I still think he thinks Iâm a dumb blonde,â I said right as the double doors swung open and a family of eight walked in.
âAloha!â Laura called out and I started to prepare four childrenâs menus with crayons. It was 6:45 now, and the rush was about to begin full-force. I was
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