donât know . . . but this feels like mooore.â He drew out the last word, dragging the o across forever.
âItâs not just about James, itâs a lot of stuff . . . Itâs me too.â Lucy felt her eyes sting. She willed them to stay dry. âAnd Iâm sorry.â
âFor what?â
Lucy wanted to tell Sid everythingâabout the vases and the booksâbut she knew she couldnât say another word. Not now. She didnât know where or how she could possibly begin, or what to say if she did. A small voice inside asked, If Helen hasnât told Sid about the books, should I? She simply lifted a shoulder and let it fall, hoping the defeated gesture would end Sidâs questions.
Sid stood. âI wonât make the call.â
âButââ
âAs strange a scenario as this is, itâs here and itâs yours. Time to step up, mia cara ragazza .â At her frown, he raised a hand and continued. âYouâre a good worker, Lucy, and I love you, but youââhe spread his arms around the roomââneed more than this right now. You need an adventure. Your fatherâs family is British. Go visit the family manor. Experience something new.â
âI donât need new. And my familyââ
âLucy, if anyone needs new, you need new.â Sid hoisted the vase of flowers. âAnd thatâs the end of our discussion, because Iâm officially running late. Will you please grab some packing material to help secure this in my car?â
Lucy grabbed a box and a handful of raffia stuffing and opened the alley door for Sid. âYouâll never survive without me,â she mumbled. âYou should make the call.â
He only chuckled.
Chapter 8
T he crisp spring weather carried a strong wind that cut into Lucyâs thin coat and smacked her hair across her face. She craned her neck to watch the cloudsâ shadows dance across the upward stretch of The Four Seasons Hotel and Residences. She could feel Sidâs Youâre up as she pushed through the revolving door.
Standing in the lobby, she assessed the damage. She no longer embodied Sidâs sense of âantique chic,â as heâd dubbed it yesterday, but instead evoked comparisons to another Muppet. Dressed in a cream-colored shift dress and matching coat, Lucy deemed the red-mopped Beaker the most accurate. Her hair, smoothed by a straightening iron only hours before, puffed and curled around her at least three times its usual volume. She flattened it as best she could and pulled it into a ponytail as the elevator zoomed her upward.
Seconds later she stood on the thirty-sixth floor in a small hallway with few doorsâdenoting the sheer size of the units. The elevator closing behind her compelled her to step forward, shake out her coat once more, and ring the bell for number 3400.
Jamesâs grandmother, dressed in soft cream slacks and a periwinkle-blue cardigan, answered immediately.
âYouâre here.â She stepped back, inviting Lucy inside. âCome in.â
From the entry Lucy could see a full window overlooking Lake Michigan blocks away. âYour view is exquisite.â Lucy felt her breath release. She glanced to a table on her left. âThese flowers . . . I was describing something very similar to Sid yesterday.â She reached out to touch a fully bloomed peony amid a loose arrangement of grasses and irises. âWho arranges your flowers?â
âI do. I find it relaxing.â Helen held up her right hand. A Band-Aid wrapped her pointer finger. âOne of the roses bit me yesterday.â Her hand dipped toward the living room. âCome sit. Your dress and coat are lovely, by the way. I used to own something like them. Escada? Early 1980s?â
âI bought them at Kateâs Closet on Ontario. Who knows, they might have been yours?â
âIf they were, I never carried them so well.â
Lucy