Ryder said at the rehearsal this morning? About how Sabrina will be skipping rehearsals until things change. I donât think he was talking about our acting. I think heâs rewriting the script for her.â
âSo what? We can change the script, remember? We can improvise our lines. Weâre the actors here, not Ryder.â
âAnd heâs the director. Which means he can leave every last scene on the cutting room floor.â She points to the room next door, where Ryder and Sabrina are talking in private. âCome on, Seth. If that junket made one thing clear, itâs that thereâs only one real star here. And it sure as hell isnât you or me.â
12
ANNALEIGH IS LATE. SO IS RYDER. I stand in the lobby, shadow-like in a tailored black suit, watching people glide past as if Iâm not even here.
Thereâs only one real star here. And it sure as hell isnât you or me.
My phone rings.
Itâs Ryder. âSomethingâs come up,â he says, voice breathy. âIâm going to be late getting to the party. Brian and Tracie canât make it either.â
âIs everything all right?â
âYeah. Itâs good news, but I canât say anything yet. Youâll be fine, right?â
The last time I attended a party, I ended up on the front page of a newspaper. I canât do any worse than that. âSure,â I say.
I hang up as Annaleigh draws alongside me, stylish in a moody, all-black ensemble: satin shirt, tailored pants, and pumps. Ryder wants us to match, I guess.
âOur chaperone just ditched us,â I tell her.
âWhat happens now?â
âWell, since thereâs no one to watch out for you, I take advantage of your innocence by linking arms and making idle chitchat.â
âSounds scandalous. Donât tell me: Then you cast me aside.â
âYouâll be soiled goods.â
âNo oneâll marry me.â
â
Tsk
. Guys!â
âYes,â she says, linking arms anyway. âGuys.â
We head out to the waiting limo. Safely inside, Annaleigh rests her head against the window. Itâs a wide backseat, and thereâs a lot of real estate between us.
âI was worried about you this afternoon,â I say. âYou seemed . . .â
âDepressed?â She reaches for her neck again, for the long hair Iâm pretty sure she used to have. âIâm fine. That stuff about Sabrina being your friend instead of your sister caught me by surprise, is all.â
âShe said youâre great in the lead role, though.â
âBased on one read-through.â
âSometimes once is enough. I only saw you on the treadmill for a moment last night, but I can tell you run track.â
âUh-uh. I just run by myself. I do it to get out of the house mostly. Thatâs why I started acting tooâso I have something to do when the days are short.â She lowers her voice. âWhen Iâm in a play, I can go almost a full day without being at home.â
She peers up at me, which is how I realize that Iâm sitting very straight. I had her pegged as a classic overachieverâfit, smart, motivatedâand now I realize that it isnât just her accent that sheâs been keeping under wraps.
âIs home so bad?â
She bites a fingernail. âItâs complicated. My parents and me, we donât get along. The things my dad does . . .â She shakes her head, closes the book so soon after opening it. âWhat about you? Why do you act?â
Iâm still clinging to her confession, wanting to know more, which is probably why my answer is unguarded. âItâs the only time people really notice me. Most of the time I feel like my dad and brother and me, weâre completely invisible. Like, nothing that happens to us can ever move the needle for anyone else.â
âBut itâs different when youâre