too.
âHeâs stubborn.â She whispered as she dried the next plate.
She hadnât meant to think out loud. Wilma glanced her way with a curious smile and went back to the dishes.The older woman washed a coffee cup and handed it to Penelope to be rinsed.
âAre you grumbling about Tucker?â
âYes.â Penelope dried the cup. âYes, I am. Heâs stubborn. Heâs like my father, my brother and all of the other men that I know. Heâs obsessed with control and with work. Heâs driven by his need to succeed. He thinks he can make decisions for everyone around him.â
Wilma clucked a little. âHeâs driven, but heâs good at heart. Heâs finding himself, finding that part that he lost a long time ago.â
âHeâd better hurry.â
âWe all need time, Penelope. We need time to adjust, to find ourselves, to find faith and to find our path in life.â
âBut you and Clark, you have faith. You know where youâre going.â
Wilma smiled, soft and a little sad. âWeâve struggled, too. It happens to all of us.â
âWhat happened?â Penelope let the question rush out. âIâm sorry, that was wrong of me. A few days of knowing you doesnât give me the right to barge into your life.â
âIt isnât something weâre hiding from.â Wilma squeezed water from the dish rag and draped it over the now empty bowl. She sighed. âI guess weâre not hiding from it. We were trying to outrun our sadness. Letâs have cocoa.â
âIâll heat the water.â Penelope picked up the pitcher of water on the counter and filled the teapot.
âYouâre getting very good at this.â
âI have to admit, it isnât second nature. Second naturewould be turning on the faucet and heating water up in the microwave.â Or having someone else do it for her.
âYes, but thereâs something about this life, about doing things in a way that isnât easy, that makes a person grow.â
Penelope put the teapot on the stove. She had watched Clark tend the fire inside the stove and she opened the door now to see if it needed more wood. It didnât.
âI hope Iâm growing.â She turned, staying next to the stove, leaning against the counter. The room smelled of wood smoke and the fish they had fried.
âYou are. This is a good place to test your mettle, see what youâre made of.â
âIâm not sure if Iâm made of much.â
Wilma sat down at the table. âYouâre made of the best our good Lord has to offer. Youâre the finest metal and youâre being tested now. Heâs put you in the fire and youâll come out better for it. Weâve been there, girl. Weâve been there.â
The teapot whistled. Penelope poured water over cocoa in the cups, stirred the contents and moved to sit at the table with Wilma. They sat across from one another in that simple kitchen lit by candles and lanterns, cocoa in front of them.
âWe lost our son.â Wilmaâs eyes sparkled with unshed tears, and then a few of those tears dripped down her cheeks. âWe were in Germany, he was in New York working. When we learned that heâd been hurt, we prayed and prayed. He was the child God had given us when we thought we would never have children.â
âHe must have been very special.â
âHe was.â Wilma smiled a little, but her pain was evident in her eyes.
Penelope breathed in past the tightness in her chest. She was new at faith and didnât know how to say it easily, that sheâd pray, or even that she understood. Sheâd never gone through anything that tore her heart out.
Her life felt shallow. She squeezed her eyes closed and thought back to all of the things sheâd done to try to make her life matterâthe charity work, the foundations, and then traipsing off to Treasure Creek, as
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