Free Into the Dreaming by Karen Marie Moning Page A

’tis plain from your writings that you wish me to do such things to you.” His tone challenged her to deny it.
    Jane swallowed hard. Should she pretend to order him not to? Should she concede? She was on tricky terrain, uncertain what would push his buttons just a teeny bit further. He was so close to falling on her like a ravening beast—and God, how she wanted him to! As fate would have it, her very indecision provoked him correctly. As she hesitated, nibbling on her lower lip, a thing she did often while thinking hard, his gaze fixed there. His eyes narrowed.
    “You
do
wish me to,” he accused. “Else you would have denied it outright.”
    She nodded.
    “Why?” he asked hoarsely.
    “It will … er, make me happy?” she managed lamely, twirling a strand of hair around her finger.
    He nodded, as if that were a fine excuse. After a moment’s hesitation he croaked, “You wish this now? At this very moment? Here?” He fisted his hands, half crumpling the parchment. His blasted voice had risen and dropped again like a green lad’s. He felt incomparably foolish. Yet … also as if he faced a moment of ineluctable destiny.
    Jane’s throat constricted with longing as she gazed at him. She wanted him every bit as much as she needed to breathe and eat. He was necessary to the care and feeding of her soul. She nodded, not trusting herself to speak.
    Vengeance stood motionless, his mind racing. His king had ordered that he not permit a human female to touch him.But he’d said nothing about
Vengeance
touching a human female. There was this thing inside him, this great gnawing curiosity. He wondered if there was such a thing as “burning with the scorching heat of desire,” and if so, just how it might feel. “If I do this, you may not touch me,” he warned.
    “I can’t touch you?” she echoed. “That’s
so
ridiculous! Don’t you wonder why your king made up that idiotic rule?”
    “You will do as I demand. I will do this thing as you have written, only if you vow not to touch me.”
    “Fine,” she snapped.
Anything
to get his hands on her. She’d cheerfully acquiesce to being tied to the bed, if she must. Hmmm … intriguing thought, that.
    When he stepped forward, she tipped her head back and gazed up at him.
    He glanced swiftly at the parchment, as if committing it to memory. “First, I am to brush my lips lightly across yours. You are to slightly part yours,” he directed.
    “I think we can play it by ear,” she said, leaning minutely nearer, praying fervently that he wouldn’t change his mind. She felt she might combust the moment he touched her, so long had she ached to feel his hands on her body.
    He glanced back at the parchment with a look of alarm and confusion. “You mentioned naught of ears in your writing. Am I to do something with your ears, too?”
    Jane nearly whimpered with frustration. Snatching the parchment from his hands, she said, “It’s a figure of speech, Aedan. It means we’ll figure it out as we go along. Just begin. You’ll do fine, I promise.”
    “I’m merely trying to ascertain we both know our proper positions,” he said stiffly.
    The hell with proper
, Jane thought, moistening her lips with her tongue and gazing up at him longingly. The last thing she wanted from him was
proper
. “Touch me,” she encouraged.
    Warily, he leaned closer.
    Jane swayed forward, drawn like a magnet to steel. She wouldn’t be satisfied until she was clinging to him like Saran Wrap. Although she was forbidden to out and out touch him, once he touched her, she certainly could press against him.
    But still, he didn’t move.
    “Would you please just
start
already?”
    “I am not quite certain I know what your ‘most private heat’ is,” he admitted reluctantly. What was happening to him? he wondered. Complying with his demand, she was not touching him, but the tips of her breasts nearly brushed his chest, he could feel the heat of her body, and an alarming urgency flooding