realize that, Hool, but there are no acceptable alternatives. I have a lot of old friends in Saldor. They can help us.â
Artus shook his head. âItâs suicide! I wonât go! Why do this?â
Tyvian had his eyes fixed on his ring hand, which lay in his lap. He looked as though he wanted to jump out the window rather than have this conversation, but he stayed where he was. âI already told you.â
âNo!â Artus yelled. âNot good enough! Why would we walk into the place where youâre the most noticeable, with the most Defenders of anywhere in the West? Iâm tired of just following you around everywhere!â
Tyvianâs upper lip curled back in a snarl. âNobodyâs making you stay, boy! Feel free to leave if you hate my leadership that much!â
âThat isnât what I said!â Artus punched his own palm. âIâm just saying that everywhere we go, you come up with the plan, you tell us all what to do, and we never have any idea whatâs coming next, and . . .â
âAnd what? Youâre saying you should get a vote or something?â
âIâm saying that you keep almost getting us killed !â
Silence.
Tyvian froze, staring at Artus with an expression that he was certain had never come up during their nonverbal communication lessons. The smuggler said nothing, so Artus found himself talking. He didnât yell. âFirst there was Freegate, then Galaspin last year, then Haldasburg after that, then the crypts, then Draketower . . .â
âDraketower.â Tyvian nodded. âThatâs what this is about, eh? You canât let that one go, can you?â
âWe coulda walked out the bloody door, Tyvian! We coulda been gone. â
âWhat makes you think Draketower was my bloody idea ?â Tyvian waved his ring hand in Artusâs face. âThis! This Kroth-Âspawned anchor of a ring made me do it! I had no goddamned choice!â
Artus got in Tyvianâs face. He was tall enough now that they were nose-Âto-Ânose. âNo! Thatâs not it! We coulda just rescued those girlsâÂwe coulda just lit out with Saley, but no! You had to be goddamned clever, didnât you? You thought we needed to nick the family jewels, too! And you know what happened?â
Tyvian turned away. âShe died. Is that what you want to hear? She died, and itâs my fault?â He walked to the woodstove and stared at it. âDoes that make you feel better?â He nodded. âI get it. Fine. Point taken. I have a tendency to get . . . get Âpeople killed.â
Artus did not feel better. Not one bit. His stomach was wrestling with itself. He felt angry and sick and tired and miserable all at the same time. âWhy are we going to Saldor?â
Tyvian stiffened. âI donât have to justify myself to you! Iâve got a planâÂIâve always got a planâÂand if you donât like it, you can run off and do whatever you want. Youâre a fifteen-Âyear-Âold boy, Artus.â He jabbed a thumb at his chest. âMeâ my plans âÂhave fed you, clothed you, and passed more silver through your hands than youâve ever had in your life. Are you trying to tell me that the danger is too much for you? Well then, fineâ go off and be a farmer. Marry some rosy-Âcheeked Eretherian farmgirl, settle down, and till soil for the rest of your damned life.â
Artus clenched his fists. âThatâs not what I meant!â
âNo? Then what? Maybe you want to suggest running away, up into the North, and meeting your lovely âMaâ? A grand plan, except going north means crossing the Dragonspine and that means passing through Freegate, which is even more dangerous than Saldor right now. Maybe you think we should stay here, living like feral cats in the bloody woods?â
âWe should go west, to the