be insulting.â
âI thoughtââ
âAll bandapats are cute, and I am one especially cute bandapat. Iâve told you before. There should be no surprise.â I can hear him adjust his position in the basket.
âFine,â I say. âI meant it as a compliment.â
âI woulda been cuter if you hadnât been holding me by the scruff,â complains Inkling. âI have a nice fluff of fur around my neck area. You couldnât see it.â
âWill you let me pick you up again?â I coax. âLet me hold you up to the mirror so I can get a better look at your cuteness?â
âIn your dreams,â says Inkling.
Heâs still mad.
âIâm sorry I grabbed you,â I say. âIâm sorry we fell down.â
âIâm invisible , Wolowitz,â snaps Inkling. âThat means Iâm not visible , and not visible means you canât see me. Not visible is how I like it to be and how bandapats have survived through the ages until we got endangered. Really, just what part of this did you not understand when you lured me into the bathroom with cereal and pop-up booksâjust so you could jump me?â
âI tried to be gentle,â I protest.
âOh!â Inklingâs voice is cross. âThanks for being gentle when you were sneak-attacking me. Thanks for being gentle while you bullied me just like Gillicut bullies you. Thanks for being gentle while you manhandle me like Iâm a stupid pet.â
âI am sorry,â I say. âIt seems so strange to spend all this time together and not know what you look like. Especially when youâre leaving.â
âYouâre asking to look at me again, Wolowitz.â
âYes, butââ
âWhen I just said I like to be invisible! That doesnât sound like sorry to me.â
âI am too sorry.â
âMaybe I should leave first thing tomorrow,â says Inkling. âMaybe I donât owe you a Hetsnickle debt of honor anymore after all.â
âFine,â I say. âI never asked you to owe me anything.â
âFine, then. Now can you leave me alone? Iâm extremely tired from being manhandled.â
âFine.â
âYes, fine.â
âFine yourself,â I say.
I get back in bed.
I canât sleep.
And I canât sleep.
I lie there, thinking, I have an invisible friend, and he wonât accept my apology.
I have an invisible friend, and he wonât talk to me.
I have an invisible friend, but he doesnât even like me anymore.
I am a dirtbug and a caveperson, thatâs why.
Rampage
F riday. Pizza day.
When I get up, Inklingâs not in the laundry basket, not in the back of the closet, not on my pillow.
Nowhere.
Maybe heâs gone for good.
I should have understood about him not wanting to be visible.
I shouldnât have grabbed him.
Shouldnât have.
Shouldnât have.
Shouldnât have.
âInkling!â I call. âInkling, where are you?â
But there is no answer. No matter how many times I call.
The lunchroom is always loud on pizza day. More people buy their lunch than usual, and even some of the teachers stand on line.
âGillicutâs going to rampage,â says Chin.
âWhat else is new?â
âI mean, heâs going to rampage extra. After what you said about his mom.â
âI know.â My stomach drops.
I have no plan. I have no protection. I have no Inkling.
I will be facing this rampaging Gillicut alone, which is probably what I deserve after all Iâve doneâbut it stinks anyway.
We pour into the lunchroom. Most of the kids follow Ms. Cherry into the pizza line, except Chin and I have box lunch. Chin because she only likes apple-butter-and-pickle sandwiches, and me because my parents wonât let me buy. We grab a table behind a large post in the center of the room, hoping Gillicut wonât see us.
No luck.
Iâve
Christine Zolendz, Frankie Sutton, Okaycreations