thrown out of the car by the other people in it. The driver seems to have his own story to tell. But the other passengers deny it.â
âThese Jacobean death-scenes,â Millie said. âTerror by daylight, people grabbed by the throat. It sounds like you got the full tour, Stan.â
âYes. It didnât look much like melodrama to me, though. It looked like war. I guess itâs a lot less grisly than a good set of US statistics for car crashes. I was only getting the old-style version, thatâs all.â
Millie thought:
Heâs started on that again, his brother killed in the war and he himself alive because of being out in Hawaii at a desk job and surfboarding in his free time. But this thing is nothing to do with war, which is all pushbuttons nowadays anyway, and spraying the trees. It was only the blood that made him think that. As if every woman in the world hadnât seen more blood in her lifetime than any number of soldiers ever saw in the field. Only doctors see as much.
âLetâs skip the party,â he said. âIâd much rather find a quiet place and have a couple of drinks.â
âOh, but we canât. Not after accepting.â
âI donât see why not. Weâre leaving at the crack of dawn tomorrow.â
âWhat are you going to sayâyouâve got a splitting headache?â
He moved his neck and shoulder evasively and she realized instantly that he must have been thinking just that, but of course he would have planned to say that she was the one who had the headacheâlike the time, early in their marriage, when he had come home forty minutes late to pick her up for a party and then excused himself to theirhosts on the grounds that she had taken so long to decide which dress to wear.
âOkay,â she said, âyou do what you want to. Iâm going to the party. Weâll have the quiet dinner and drinks first, and then I can make your apologies when I arrive. Somebodyâs sure to be able to give me a ride home. Or I could call a cab.â
âNo,â Stan said, âno, I donât want you to go all alone.â
âWhy not?â
âWell, it wouldnât be much fun for you, would it?â He couldnât imagine her going out to a party alone if he stayed behind. It was the first time she had suggested such a thing. Of course, she had gone out in the evening in London, but that was different. At a party, you had to talk to people. Then he thought:
Armstrong and that eye doctor who wrote the bookâshe got along with both of them like a house on fire
. A kind of dizziness moved across his senses, left and came again, sliding away and washing back over him. She shouldnât be this way. She never was before. It had started in London. While all that other business was beginning for him.
âWho knows?â Millie said. âI might meet somebody. At any rate, Iâm certainly going to put in an appearance.â
âOh, all right. Weâll go to the party.â
âDonât come if you donât want to.â
âOf course Iâll come.â
They ate at the hotel and completed the arrangements for their early start the next morning. Millie did some more of the packing. She changed into one of her London dresses.
âThis isnât a first night at the opera or anything,â he told her.
âI bet theyâll be all dressed up.â
âI bet theyâre in bush jackets and hiking boots.â
âThe women, too?â
âSure.â
âBut youâll be wearing a suit, wonât you?â
âOh, yes. I just thoughtâthat thing looks so formal. All the way down to the floor.â
âThat woman last nightâher dress was floor-length.â
âWell, she was a foreigner.â
Millie laughed. âWhat am I?â she asked.
*
At the front entrance of the hotel she recognized Mrs Miller, who was standing all by herself,
Jeff Gelb, Michael Garrett