world
can pronounce.
Whip
I head South.
My only companion, the sun.
By mid-morning, itâs no longer welcome.
I have always loved its kiss on my back.
But today itâs the bite of a whip that wonât quit.
I daydream of water.
When the caliphs ruled here in al-Andalus
they tapped riversâ gifts the way Orpheus
could draw songs from a reed.
Wells and fountains bordered every path.
The Christians believe that bathing
too much is immoral. Whatâs more,
so they say, it makes a man lesser.
Weakened in combat, unlikely to win.
What a stink those battlefields will be!
I almost laugh as I think it.
My mirth is short-lived.
A young wraith on a sweating horse
comes charging at me from out of nowhere.
He yanks the cantina from my sagging neck.
Its buckle catches the cloth on my head;
he wrenches it free and is gone.
That vessel was empty. The joke is on him.
But what will I fill when I find the next stream?
If ever I do?
Shades of Brown
I am walking so weary
I canât lift my head.
I play at analogies,
as I often did with Papa.
He loved to compare
two different things, to find
their shared ground.
So: a likeness for each separate shadeâ
there are manyâof brown.
Thereâs the brown of my feet peeking out
from their sandals, as brown, you might say,
as two sun-baked bricks.
Thereâs the brown of a grouse in the thicket
just there, lighter, like oven-warmed bread.
And then thereâs the heartbreaking brown
of a bare riverbed, rusty red like dried blood.
Thereâs the golden-hued brown of these endless wheat fields
âa sunset, maybe, that has fallen to Earth.
There isââ
I just about trip
right over the men.
A roar of laughter goes up, a lion of mirth.
They must have been watching me walk
for an age.
âWhatâs the matter, young thinker?
Have we not enough gear to merit your gaze?â
What parched breath I have
dies quick in my throat.
I have never seen so much steel in one place.
Fiveâno, sixâcartfuls of weapons.
Crossbows and maces and long, glinting swords.
Behind those, two pipes much the size of large bears,
things Iâve seen only in pictures, in books.
But I know full well what they are.
They spit fire.
Numbers
This whole grisly stockpile for a handful of men?
What kind of army is this?
Or do their companions
lie crouched in ambush, expecting
a thousand more versions of me
to stumble among them?
I brace myself, ready to flee.
Nothing happens. Iâm exhausted.
The men see it, laugh once again.
âGo aheadârun. We wonât chase you!â says one.
âBut how about something to eat?
You look like a twig thatâs ready to snap.â
Ours
The men explain it: theyâre Jews.
From Toledo, where Jews, years ago,
were not all expelled.
âAnyway, there remain many Jews in al-Andalus,â
one tells me. He frowns. âWhy shouldnât there be?
Weâve been here since the Romans.
A thousand long years.â
I grope for my voice. âI donât wish to fight, friend.
Weâre all of us worthy wanderers here.â
He nods. My answer was good.
âWeâre off to the city of Malaga.
The King is conducting a siege
on the Muslims who rule it.
It is we, Jews of the realm, who must
carry the arms.â
Will they fight?
They will not. They support neither side.
Then theyâre free? (I must ask.)
âAs free,â says this man, âas can be
when a King and a Queen call you ours .â
The Captive
âEnough questions for us, little thinker. Youâre the
mystery here.
Let me see. Escaped slave? Your masterâs a prick?
You slept with the lady of the house?
Or the daughter? Or both?â
I smile. Iâm too weak for banter.
But my eyes are drawn
to a man in their midst.
Heâs chained to the wheel
of a cart by the ankle.
âOh, him?
Heâs a Christian. Youâd think him
fortunate, yes? And yet
heâs an unfortunate Christian indeed.
Heâs wanted by them