whatever she could to make him smile again was hard to restrain, but she managed to keep it tightly leashed.
Baby steps. You are not going to just throw yourself into this. Baby. Steps.
He didnât seem to know she was there. He mainly seemed concerned with frowning the cookies into submission. Or maybe he was just offended by the ingredients label. She certainly would be. Larkin lifted herhand, held it in midair for a brief moment, then gave in to the inevitable and tapped him lightly on the shoulder.
âShane?â
âHmm?â He pointedly kept his eyes on the cookies. âWhatâs up?â He didnât sound like he cared, particularly. What he sounded was tired. Well, so was she.
âIt would matter,â she said. That got him to look up, at least.
âWhat would matter?â
âIf I knew for sure whether you were interested in me. Just me. Like,
actually
me.â
It had sounded better in her head, but it did earn her a pleased, if puzzled, smile. âIâm interested in
actually
you. That shouldnât be so tough to believe.â
âSee, thatâs the thing,â Larkin replied, tilting her head. âI canât believe it because you donât know me well enough to say.â
âI know you.â
âYou know the sexy singing baker lady. Who is pretty fabulous, I might add. And also a hell of a dancer. But thatâs the surface me.â
His chuckle did strange and wondrous things to her lower belly. âYouâre also weird, right here at the surface. How many selves am I supposed to meet before I get to say I like you?â
Her lips curved. âI contain multitudes.â
âI think there are meds for that. And see, the fact that Iâm not running should tell you something.â
âNot really. Sexy baker lady is a powerful force. You know, I donât know you all that well, either. Doesnât that bother you?â
His smile thinned. âNope. Iâm all surface. Good-looking, intelligent, basically the perfect man. What you see is what you get.â
She laughed softly, since his usual arrogance aside, she doubted very much if he believed that. She remembered what Gina had said about himâthe amazing actor, the guy most likely to blow town and defy expectations, except he hadnâtâand wondered if there was any possible way she would end up not regretting this.
Probably not.
âWell, whatever, but the point is that Iâm going to bake you cookies.â
He looked at her blankly.
âIâm . . . You know . . . Those cookies are trash!â she said, pointing at the container in his hand. âWork with me here, Sullivan. Do you want to come over?â
âWhâuh, yes? Yes.â She watched the question sink in, along with the possibilities it raised. âI will definitely come over.â
âWeâre not having sex.â
He burst out laughing. âJesus, Larkin!â
âWell, just in case it sounded like that. I think itâs better to be up-front about it.â It was also as much for her benefit as for his. For once, she was going to be smart with a guy and not just dive in headfirst. She planted a hand on one hip, exasperated. If she sounded like an alien life form whoâd done only a passing study of human interaction, it was his fault. Besides, she knew heâd been thinking about it. She certainly was. But it still wasnât happening.
Cookies, though. Cookies were always a decent start. Besides, baking soothed her, and sheâd need all the calm she could muster if she was really going to do this and explore what was between them.
Shaneâs eyes crinkled at the corners, and she found herself returning his smile. âOkay,â he said. âCookies, no sex. I didnât know putting them together was a thing. Maybe bakers are kinkier than I thought?â
âDonât look so hopeful,â she said. âI usually