the cabinet. âIâm fixinâ to start some bread pudding. I heard that was Coleâs favorite when he was young.â
Oh, dear,
Mac thought bleakly. Did Elena really think Cole was coming to supper? Or Deacon or James or Blue? When sheâd checked on Gypsy earlier, Sam had told her that Cole and James were at the bunkhouse, and she had no idea where Deacon was. Probably on the horn to his lawyers,trying to find some loophole in the will as he waited for his DNA expert to arrive. And Blue. Macâs heart sank. Blue had taken off on Barbarella somewhere. She was pretty sure he wasnât coming anywhere near the house tonight.
âForget the pudding, Ellie,â Mac said gently. âItâs just gonna be you and me. Come sit down.â
Her back to Mac, the woman fiddled around with a bowl and wooden spoon. âIâm not hungry.â
âYeah, me neither.â She pushed a few delicious-looking dishes to the side. âSo how âbout you drink with me, then?â
Elena stilled, the bowl and spoon poised in her hands. âOh, Mac,â she whispered.
âI know, Ellie. I know. Come on over here.â
This time when the housekeeper turned around, her eyes were filled with tears and her dry lips were pressed together tightly. She placed the bowl and spoon on the counter, then opened one of the cupboards and grabbed a bottle of tequila and two glasses. Her shoulders limp, she came over to the table and pulled out the chair across from Mac.
âGood girl,â Mac said, breaking into a melancholy grin. âLord, if thereâs ever a night for it, itâs tonight.â
Elena didnât answer. Her eyes drawn and sad,she poured Mac two fingers of tequila, then two for herself.
Mac held up her glass. âTo a shitty day.â Then she shrugged lightly. âAnd to being alive.â
It took a moment, but finally Elena followed suit. âTo Everett,â she whispered on a shaky breath.
Mac paused, the rim of her glass pressed to her lips. Her eyes moved over the woman, really studying her. Maybe for the first time all day. This devastation wasnât just Elena mourning the fact that her secret had been revealed. This was a deep, painful ache that came from loving someone hard and long, someone who was gone and never coming back, and it made everything much more complicated.
When Elena downed her shot, Mac followed, then grabbed the bottle and poured them both another round.
âOh, my Blue,â Elena uttered sadly. âHe hates me, doesnât he, honey?â
âHeâs angry,â Mac said, placing the bottle back on the table and picking up her glass. âHe has a right to be.â
Elena took her glass and pounded the thing back, hissing with the second round of lovely, painful heat. âI didnât want to hurt him,â she said. âI didnât want him to ever know.â
The alcoholâs soothing heat spread throughMacâs chest and made her sink back into the chair. âThe not knowing is what hurt him, Ellie.â
The womanâs eyes filled with fresh tears.
On a sigh, Mac reached out and took her hand. âListen. Iâm not one to cast stones. Shit. Way too many coming back my way, but why?â Her words sounded slightly slurred, but not enough to make her stop drinking.
âI loved him, honey.â
Mac shook her head as she poured them both a third. âBut he was married.â
âDoesnât stop the love.â
âIt should.â
Elena didnât say anything, just stared at the glass of tequila in front of her.
âWhen did you meet him?â Mac started in a soft voice. âWhere? Was it here in River Black?â
âIt wasnât in River Black. Thatâs all Iâm sayinâ.â
âDid he lie to you?â Mac asked, blinking to clear her vision.
âStop, Mac, okay?â
âNot tell you about his family?â
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