easier for you.â
Morris stared down at her blankly. Exhausted from panic, and lacking a more attractive alternative, he circled the bench warily and sat.
âYou know, you donât have to keep it hidden away like that. Not around me. What you have is a rare gift. A mark of distinction. Must have been hard growing up, though, huh? The other kids either ridiculing you or keeping their distance. Teenage years spent watching others have fun, while girls treated you like a disease. The stuff of urban legends. Quite a word, isnât it? Deformed .â
Morris said nothing. He pressed the Hand deeper into the pocket of his jacket.
âBut enough pleasantries. Youâre a hard man to track down, did you know that? Of course you did. That was a silly question.â
âWho are you?â
âMy name is Katrina. Or Ashley. Or Melissa. What you call me doesnât really matter, but if it helps you can think of me as Deborah. What does matter is, I found you. And now . . . now we can get down to the business of helping you realize your full potential. Your true calling.â
âYou donât sound like a cop.â
âI canât tell you how relieved I am to hear that. Now, if youâll just assure me I donât smell like one, either, youâll have made my day.â
Morris stared at her, saying nothing.
âIâm not a cop. Have you ever seen a cop that looked like me?â She swept her hand down the length of her body. âLike this ? I mean, come on.â
âWhat do you want?â
The woman perched an elbow along the top of the backrest. Morris had the momentary impression of an angler setting a hook.
âI told you. To help you realize your potential.â
âI donât understand anything youâre saying.â
âYou, Morris. Iâm talking about you. You and your one, allconsuming talent. A talent for torture and murder. For inflicting pain. For destroying lives without remorse.â
He started to toss out a denial but held it in check. There was something about the womanâs manner, the way she spoke with such familiarity. And the way those sunglasses reflected his faces; twin images of himself staring back, like a snapshot of the way she saw him. The way he saw himself. There was a heaviness in the air, a gravity to the moment. This was too much. He needed to stand up and walk away. But then what?
âWould you like to see him?â she asked. âSee what he looks like?â
âSee what who looks like?â
âDonât pretend you donât know what Iâm talking about.â
He watched the frozen image of himself stare back in stereo. He wasnât certain how to respond. He really hadnât known what she was talking about, until that last comment.
âThat knowledge youâve always had, that you were different. And I donât mean just physically. That the world was designed by and for other people, people you understood only the way a human might understand creatures he observed in the wild, or in a zoo.â
The trill of a siren grew loud, then just as quickly began to recede. The woman paused briefly to let the noise pass.
âWell, you are different, Morris. Youâre literally one in a million. A hundred million, actually.â
âDifferent how?â
âYou were born without a soul. And that allowed you to bring a little bit of Hell with you into this world.â
A long silence between them. Then Morris said, âAnd how do you know this?â
âYou might say it takes one to know one.â
âYouâre saying you donât have a soul?â
âWeâll get into that later. For now, I just want you to know that youâre here for a purpose, Morris. I can show you that purpose.â
âWhatâs in it for you?â
âMaybe I just want to do a good deed, help my fellow man.â
âBull crap. Everyone does what they do for themselves.