front door, âyou said that Miss Hauptfuhrer found Mrs. Miner standing over her fatherâs body. Did she tell you why she happened to come down to his office when she did?â
I thought he hesitated slightly before answering. âShe heard screaming through the heating vent.â
âYou mean she actually heard her father being attacked?â I asked in horror.
âNah, someone screaming for help.â
I pulled up short. âScreaming for help? Who was it?â
âShe says it was Mrs. Miner.â
âMrs. Miner was screaming for help?â
âSo she says.â
âBut why would she scream for help if sheâd justââ
âIâve seen it before,â he broke in with a shrug. âSomething sets âem off, they pull the trigger, then they get hysterical when they realize what theyâve done. Itâs as if for just that split second when they commit the crime, the devil is talking in their ear.â He pulled the door open.
Yes, I supposed it could have happened just like that: a moment of unpremeditated violence, triggered by thoughts of blame and revenge. Only in this case, the voice in the killerâs ear may very well have been my own. âGood-bye for now, Dr. Summerford,â the detective called after me, as I stumbled past him out the door. âIâll be talking to you again, real soon.â
Chapter Five
I broke through the handful of lingering gawkers and lurched blindly down the sidewalk, having no idea where I was going but desperate to get away. Images of the slain doctor seemed to be burned into the backs of my eyelids, while bits of my conversation with the detective kept repeating over and over in my mind like an endless organ-grinderâs tune. Worse than the gore, though, worse than the memory of Elizaâs dazed face or the detectiveâs stony conviction, was the fear that I, once again, was at least partly responsible.
I didnât know what I was going to say to Eliza when I saw her at the police court. If only there was someone I could confide in beforehand, someone who could assure me that things werenât as bad as they seemed and tell me what I ought to do now. But who? Not my mother, of course, And certainly not Papa.
At the end of the street, I turned left to avoid a baby carriage and, lacking any clear destination, continued walking south. A persistent wind lashed at my eyes, blurring the sidewalk under my feet as one block ran into another. It wasnât fair, I thought angrily, wiping the tears away. I wasnât the one whoâd killed the doctor. I may have failed to recognize Elizaâs state of mindâmay even have provoked her, unintentionallyâbut I wasnât the one whoâd raised the sword and struck a man dead. Why should my career, my professional reputationâand perhaps worst of all, my fatherâs opinion of meâbe wrecked because of someone I barely knew? Perhaps I ought to tell the detective about Elizaâs lost baby after all, without mentioning my advice to her, and let Eliza deal with the consequences of her actions. I could go back there right now and be done with it.
But I knew that I wouldnât. I couldnât just abandon her. Because if I did and she was sentenced to life in prison or worse, a piece of me would have to go with her.
Iâd come to the end of another block. Looking up at the street sign, I discovered that Iâd reached the intersection of Madison and Seventy-Third Street. I squeezed my book bag against my chest in a spasm of relief; suddenly, I knew just where to go. I turned left and ran down the sidewalk, my legs still wobbly from shock. I was over an hour late, but with any luck, heâd still be at home. The railed stoop of his brownstone reached out in welcome up ahead. Bounding toward it, I hopped up the steps and rapped sharply on the door.
The maid who answered my knock assured me that Professor Bogard was still in. I
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