sheâd rather be anywhere but there talking to him. Her words were polite enough, but there was something about her. A stiffness in her spine. A shift in her gaze as it darted away from his whenever their eyes met. A nervousness he sensed in her when there was no need for it.
They were old friends. Hell, so much more than friends. For one summer, as seen through the eyes of teenagers, theyâd been each otherâs worldsâuntil sheâd gone off and never came back.
If she hadnât left, what would have happened? There was a good chance he never would have met Lila. He probably would have married Bonnie. If he had, would they still be together today instead of him being alone and lonely?
Rohn pushed the traitorous thought aside. Guilt hit him hard for even thinking it. He wouldnât trade the years of happiness heâd had with Lila for anything in the world. Even as lonely as he was now without her.
He drew in a breath, centering himself, and forced his mind back to the here and now and the woman in front of him. âSo, anything I can help you with at your fatherâs place? Moving boxes? Fixing things? Iâm strong and Iâm pretty handy when I put my mind to it.â
âNo, thank you. I couldnât accept your help.â
He drew his brows down. âWhy not?â
âI wouldnât feel right.â
âNonsense. Thatâs what old friends are for.â
She waved off his offer. âIâm just going to rent a truck for a day or two to haul some stuff from the house. Iâm going to have to make a few trips to the dump. And I figured Iâd donate the clothes and some of the furniture to the church.â
âIâve got a truck you can borrow.â
âNo, Rohn. I couldnâtââ
âI insist.â
Bonnie hesitated. âOkay. But Iâm paying you for using it.â
âNope. No payment necessary.â He shook his head.
âNo, I insist.â
âBonnie, I wonât take your money.â
âThen I wonât borrow your truck.â She folded her arms, standing firm and stubbornly.
âAâight. Weâll discuss that later.â No way was he letting her give him money to use his truck, but that could be battled out at a future date.
âYes, we will.â
âI got three young guys working for me with good strong backs, too, if you need âem.â When she opened her mouth, he held up one hand. âWeâll discuss your trying to pay them later, too.â
She couldnât move heavy furniture by herself. If she insisted on refusing free help, the least he could do was offer her his hired help . . . and if he happened to stop by and check on the guys while they were there and got to spend some more time with Bonnie, that wouldnât be so bad, either.
Finally, Bonnie dipped her head. âAll right. Thank you. I might take you up on that since I donât know anybody in town to hire.â
âGood. Glad to hear it. And if you need anything else, a friendly ear to bend about, I donât know, the market for sales of farmland, or the current state of interest rates, give me a call. My phone numberâs listed. Lerner comma Rohn, spelled with an h. Remember?â
She rolled her eyes toward the sky. âI remember.â
Rohn realized heâd held her outside in the heat for a long time. âYou here to eat?â
âYeah.â
âWant some company?â Damn, that was presumptuous of him but he wasnât letting this chance pass him by.
âUm, I was going to grab something to take out. You know, get right back to work at the house. So, is this place new?â Sheâd effectively declined his offer and changed the subject.
The question was, why? What was making her so uncomfortable? The situation she had to deal with or him?
While he figured out the answer to that question, heâd have to keep things casual. Play it cool. God, he hated